skysilver

over and what's next

2007-03-07T15:38:00.000+08:00

hoho i know this is kinda late but yarh received A level results on friday. I wasnt really as nervous as I was when collecting my O levels results, but still quite nervous. I was hoping that a miracle will happen. Saw many happy faces before collecting my own. Of course there were people tearing of sadness. I prayed that I would be tearing not of sadness but of happiness after receving my results. My turn came and a surge of disappointment went through me when I didn't receive the pink award presentation day reminder slip. I saw many pple with it. I knew it. I must have scored real badly. Took the courage to look at my grades. k not bad. just my gp=x But I had done my best. The 1st thing that came to my mind was--Shucks no more scholarship for me. I called home to tell my sis. She said it was alright, and smsed me that I should be able to get a scholarship. sighs. mebbe the most i would get is a local scholarship.
HAH my friend cried of happiness.
WORK WORK WORK. and more work. Now i have to take out some time to seriously think about my future. Sort of decided on the course that I wana take. But I don't feel like being a researcher. And most of the organisations offering scholarship for my course are all into research. Oh i hate this. Having a headache from thinking of which unis to apply to and my future plans. Oh yarh not forgetting the backup plans. AH. hate this. oh and I forgot my promo results. GREAT.

back to work.

help! work work

2007-01-06T10:09:00.000+08:00

started working on thursday. today is saturday so i effectively worked for two days and im already missing jc days..argh..i miss all the campfires, cny, maf and even lectures or tutorials... hmms but i must admit that working is another experience..you get to meet people whom you dun usually meet and talk to different people whom you don't usually talk to in school.. at least my job is still enjoyable up till now..but i really miss jc..boo..especially when i hafta pass by hc every time i go to work..and coming back home to see my sis back from hc, enjoying her jc life..learning new songs and dances, getting to know new jc friends...going thru everything i went through the past 2 yrs..haix..

hmms i think my sense of direction really cmi..ytd night as i was going home from work, i met this lady who wanted to know the entrance to the tuition centre..urps cos when i work i dun usually enter by the main entrance but by the backdoor, i wasnt too sure how to get there..so i sorta made a fool of myself..and tt lady wasnt really pleasant...terrible.

now i feel tt my future is so bleak..one of the girls at my work place studied chem at nus and she says it totally sucks. cos its just lab work and more lab work..hmms do i really wana do tt? im not sure..i just know i hated practicals back in school...so chem shldnt be my option? but if i wana go into teaching then there's not much choice right? oh no and today im suppose to write my personal statement..sheesh..someone enlighten me plssss...

last week of 2006

2007-01-03T22:08:00.000+08:00

An eventful last week of 2006.

21st December 2006 (pw outing)
Had an interview b4 meeting HI 138 for dinner. When I met up with them they were at mini toons shopping for the gift for next day’s gift exchange. I spotted a very cute whale handphone holder. All 4 of us ended up buying the same gift but of different kinds of animals. So at the end of the day, we had an octopus, whale, horse and chick all “nicely wrapped” up, ready to be owned by 4 lucky 75ians the next day. Haha. If im not wrong, they are sam, fel, Karin and yaozhen himself. HoHo lucky yz.

Next as time was running out, we headed for new york new york at ard 5 plus. I was the one whoe suggested tt we headed there early for dinner and fortunately we did. We has a good dinner apart from myself looking so unglam with the spare ribs. LOL. Recognized a few pple whom seemed familiar ( think one is a henry parker/rvian) . Oh man the wafer was good. Honey was super sweet, enuff to have caused a toothache. Im glad the chocolate went out of stock, so that we had no choice but to choose vanilla ice cream, or else it wld have been extremely sweet. Prob wld have spoilt our dessert. Later, we saw a few pple eating candy floss. Hui Li and I wana some too so we asked how much it cost per stick. To our utter horror the person said it cost 10/stick. Haha but we realized it was just a trick. The candy floss is FREE. All of us took turns making out own stick. BAH.quite a good experience. But due to our unproness, our candy floss sticks didn’t really turn out impressive. Oh wells yz’s was the worst.haha.took a picture in front of the statue of liberty portrait. Gosh the whole world walking past nyny looked in and stared at us while we posed. Was quite malu but I admit it was truly memorable. The candy floss was the best I ever hadcos it had green apple flavour, while those that we usually eat are norm just plain pink sugar. Yikes.

Left our gifts at marina aq mini toons for wrapping. After the candy floss fuss, yz and I rushed back to retrieve the gifts. Shld haf allowed khoo to follow yz instead. Yz was walking super duper fast tt my stomach hurt while chasing him ( haha dun xiang wai). Sheesh rushed back to meet khoo and huili at the mrt station and headed off to cinea to catch “curse of the golden flower”. I shall not comment too much bt the show. The deepest impression tt I got was the scene where jay chou had a funny expression tt caused the whole cinema to burst out luffing.lol hilarious. YEA! HI138 made my day. Love them LOTS:)

22nd dec 2006( 75 last outing)
went for an interview at Just Education.got a job there.pay is not too bad but working hrs are quite long.1 to 10 pm for weekdays and 9 to 6 for weekends.so, effectively my weekends are occupied!bah.will try and quit once I find a better job. Meanwhile I will just make do with this. Haha wat to do? I need money!

So I missed charlotte’s web. And I dun think I will watch it in the cinema anymore. Will prob wait for the vcd to come out( or for the chance to buy the pirated one.haha)

Went awyong’s hse. Last 75 outing for the year. Played the Taiwan variety show game.haha quite funny. I was tagged with “say the word ‘issit’’ and I stupidly said it while having a casual convo with yah ting..yea kegan was the winner. Haha bu kui shi 75 ct rep..then we had gift exchange and I got this nice clock and key chain from awyong..thanks! haha though I noe my pa will have things to say if I brought a clock home..i was smart and didn’t breathe a word bt it to him..my owhale got picked by karin..hehe..nice whale..hmms during the small talk at night I will really thinking back the happy and sad moments with had..haix good memories will always stay..love 75! THE BEST KLS I ever had. Won’t forget this bunch of goody frens for life.

23rd December 2006 ( OAC chalet)
went for an interview again at bukit batok. Met up with sam in the train. Haha toked a lot of rubbish..one hr worth of rubbish from bt batok to pasir ris.met up with oac pple at pasir ris( actually only got xingyan, sam, ziyang, weijie and chuan wei then) had a not nice lunch. Weiqi and sab arrived and we took a bus to down town. Decided to spend the day at escape theme park. Though the rides were not fantastic and it was not my 1st time on those rides, it was the company tt made a whole lot difference. The haunted hse cannot make it. Cldnt see much as it was so dark. All of us were only bothered if we were gonna trip in the darlk. Just kept holding sab’s shoulders in case I fell over.haha Gordon and meixuan joined us soon after. Hoho I still hate Viking ship rides. but due to our the rest’s enthusiasm in taking tt ride, we took it duno how many umpteen times and I got used to it. Lol. Did stupid things on those rides, such as trying to play qing ni gen wo zhe yang zhuo and cheering our batch cheer. Hmms somehow I didn’t feel giddy at all until the last ride- the yakult one which u had to lie down and the “plane” just go round and tound in circles. Haha I stupidly opened my eyes throughout the ride, so I became super dizzy at the end of it..after which yanling arrived and we went back to the chalet room.went out for dinner and I had to head to CHANGI AIRPORT alr..cool right. Going off for holiday right after a day at chalet..lol..only had a back pack with me then..said bye to the oac pple..hmms felt quite sad..oh well..but iw as gg on a holiday! Haha so it really made up for the parting lots. Thanks sab for accompanying back to the room to oack and go…took the bus to pasir ris mrt station..wah I was so scared I wasn’t gona reach in time..luckily I reached change on the dot..hoho..

(to be continued)

18th bdae!

2006-10-08T00:03:00.000+08:00

yea! im 18th!! hehe wana say thanks to everyone who stayed up and sms me at 12..and oso for those who still remembered and eventually wished me on the day itself=) ehh got alot! haha..wana list them out cos i wun be seeing those msges anymore once i get my new phone on monday..haha..

clement, mingswin, yahting, sabrina , gordon, jingsheng, noezin, chuanwei, huiwen, juli, weeloon, Alice, weiqi, yaozhen, kailing, chankeet, huiyi, felicia, huili, weijie, qiting, sam, junhong, shengqi, xiaohui

and THANK YOU WEIHUI:) for calling me at 12 exactly to wish me and to tok to me..haha..long time no tok! lalala..bu kui shi wo hao hao hao peng you:)

k and for all the pple who wished me on the day itself:) for the kls for singing the song..(though got so few pple left but still insist on singing..haha tt really touched me:))

ohh for the wallet of course:)

sab, thanks for tt letter..haha you owe me still!

lol oac pple almost make me cry..urm was just touched..esp by the drawing by weiqi..haha..super nice:) and the msg by pawnees and alice..haha..nice! yarh thanks for the different presents from pawnees, weijie and alice, 1st aid chiefs (jingsheng juli), and gordon..

of course there are my parents to thank for! more money!!:) haha every year give me money de..

lalala..2dae had pw dinner at village..ehh thanks for the cake!! haha really unexpected:))) yupps i love HI 138!!! you all totally rock!:)) lol interesting convo and experience at village..yesh yaozhen stop ur admiration of guys larh kk..lol..=p

yea..MAF!! nice nice moments spent with the kls and oac..hmmz..really treasure the frenships i have in hwachong..nods..i will nv forget these moments even after i graduate..75 and oac just rocks!!=)

k tired and sticky.bathe!!

gp sucks

2006-09-29T23:17:00.000+08:00

no one understands=(

post prelims

2006-09-20T10:44:00.000+08:00

YEAAA the dreadful prelims are finally nearing to an end..with only s papers left..really regret taking s papers..cos even if i have the chance to go overseas i may not do so..just cant leave my family and frens here..haha..not like i will have the chance to go overseas anw..oh wells..bu take ye take le..so just do with it lo..

hmms it really quite scary..cos after prelims it will mean a mere 1 month left to a levels..i duno if im really prepared..hmms given the underperformance for my prelims i guess not..so i must really really buck up! to all out there jia you for a levels too! but for now..its time to rest=)) must recharge to deal with another hurdle..i can do it!

lala..gona change my hp soon..hehex..any suggestions??

no blogging till end of prelims

2006-07-23T22:43:00.000+08:00

k im gona learn from kegan and stop coming online for the next month till prelims are over..gd bye skysilver! hehex...i must learn to be a true mugger!! bleahs..my results are like shit now larh..chem drop by so so so many grades?? sheesh..wat m i doing..time to pia~~~ yup yup jia you to all of you too!

my clique prob

2006-07-20T22:19:00.000+08:00

we seem so close tgt yet our hearts are so far apart. been in a bad mood. nt been improving at all.

sab says i shld fight back in silence.i think i will. hey sab thanks for having so much faith in me. yup I CAN DO IT. support me k(:

despise

2006-07-13T23:45:00.000+08:00

yes despise for all you all care..i noe there are times when you are doubtful of me..and tt hurts alot..so wat's near 2 yrs of frenship built upon? only despise and distrust..right..if you dun untd wat im toking abt here it's not meant for you to noe..i wun divulge who they are anw..lets just hope tt things will turn out for the betta and mebbe they will untd me someday..mebbe they will then look upon me as their true fren..or see me as someone though stupid but worthy as a fren.

bt2 over!!

2006-07-04T22:40:00.000+08:00

yea!! bt2 is finally over..bah no exams for now...ehh but prelims will come VERY soon..sianz..

2dae went to watch she's the man!! haha went on a date with sab and alice..ehh we had the whole theatre to ourselves!! cos we watched the morning show..haha..quite scary at 1st...cos alice said there was a head up there..then i was like HURH..head?? yarh then i realised they were tOking bt the guy in the control room..sheesh..haha..but its quite shuang to have the whole theatre to ourselves..lol..cos we can sit in unglam positions..haha..sab qiao her leg like no one's business..then i was luffing so loudly as if the whole theatre is my home like tt..haha...so funnie larh the show=D hehe..

yupp then went to take neos and shopped around with sab...cos alice had to go meet shengqi..whee 1st time both of us go shopping tgt..hmms but she kept yawning thruout..blehs..i got so boring meh?!?! haha..but i was influenced and began yawning alot too...well i guess we are all tired..=S hmm bet everyone gona watch the game later...shld i?? i prob will fall asleep sia...cos im super tired now..=x

=)

2006-07-02T22:35:00.000+08:00

haha duno why but im quite happy 2dae..=D=D though there's really nth for me to be happy about..well..mebbe cos this week is gona be acitivities filled for me..which is sth i havent had for a LOOOOONG time..lala..=D=D so im quite excited=)

block test 2

2006-06-30T00:22:00.000+08:00

yea exams are almost over..well as usual i feel bad after the papers..cos i know i wun do well..and most importantly the papers will normally prove my stupidity and how my studying method just doesnt work..yup after every paper i will just feel more stupid..and feel demoralised cos i may just pull the kls average down and not meet my expectation..bah..sian feeling...and it has been so ever since years ago..but i cant help feeling tt way...the feeling is worse when your thoughts start to drift to the earlier paper while studying for another..and you realise some of the careless and dumb mistakes you make..right..stupid..tts the word..BUT im fortunate..cos i haf frens like SAB who will reassure me..hahaa..she's right..why allow a paper to determine your level of intelligence?? bah duno if im making sense here..but right i just feel stupid larhh...OH and UNFAIR...cos the amount of work and effort put in is not proportional to the results obtained...tts for stupid pple like me..yesh..like other pple can spend very lil time mugging..but they STUDY SMART and obtain bettA results..sighs..argh..yarh i was thinking why i didnt go into poly then..ehh cos i wanted to make more frens in jc..if not poly wld be fine for me too..haha..wanted to study and become optician..=D but now cannot go into the eye field alr..cos my gor say eye doctors very hard to become...hmms cos can earn lotsa money and alot pple wana go into it=x ANW i dun wana be a doctor..haha..dun think i can cope with the stress larhh..see my gor alr like tt..i can just 4get bt it..somemore he is SMART and HARDWORKING..the 1st is wat i lack..

k enuff of all this..yesh 2dae i went to watch wang de nan ren (king and clown)...hmms at 1st i like the show alot lehh cos i was thinking how a fren can protect another to tt extent..and its quite touching at the end tt made me n huiyi cry like mad..just cant stop tearing larhh..bah..luckily she offered me tissue..if not my whole face will be wet larhh..lol..then after the show they tell me they are gays...ehh like totally spoil sport larhh..cos i was appreciating the show in another way marh..haha..k larh nice show..

lala now 140 le...shld go and sleep liao...

sheesh

2006-06-12T11:56:00.000+08:00

hmms life is boring!! mugmugmug..urps..and i dun haf world cup channel!! not like some pple..can just like tt shuang shuang subscribe tt day and get the channel nxt day..ehh but my pa say got one way of subscribing can get the channel immediately de..@$*()^!@&$ but he is not subscribing yet!! argh...ytd he say he wana wait till like finals then subscribe..right...hope he does it soon..

nowadays keep hearing lotsa pple say " wah one day wasted"..cos they use the day to either do cip celebrate pple's bdae or buy prez..or just go out shopping..alamak..where got wasted?? i mean if u get wat u want by the end of the day..and u get a break..how can it be considered wasted?? haix..tt's like betta than me having to stay at home all day..bleahs..going out later to take a breather..if not im so sure i will go bonkers=x

bah.

boringgg

2006-06-07T20:56:00.000+08:00

wahh boring life i have..from tml onwards i dun think i will get the chance to step out of my hse anymore..hmms unlesss i purposely wana go out larh..lol no one date me=p haha..ehh it may be a good thing larh..stay at home n mugmugmug..geesh at the rate im going dun think i will ever finish studying all chapters..hmms..great..weird..sometimes i have the sudden urge to mug..but once i take up the notes i no longer have the motivation..cos there's so much to learn!! argh..@$^(!^$%*$ pfft. k im gona spend some time watching tv..ehhs i noe..tts very bad..like wth m i doing lagging away when i noe i dun haf the time..grrr.."im gona study hard liao"..right..i will learn from him..study hard!! CHIONG ARHHH...

vnr campfire

2006-06-04T23:18:00.000+08:00

yikes..ytd morn i headed to cck to get my hair cut..real short...and it sucks totally!! lol..ai yahr i ALWAYS complain bt my hair after it's cut..the only time i didnt is when i had a trim instead of a cut..oh wells..hope it grows..and even after it grows i have to get it cut again..cos my hair is totally not in shape now!! &*$&^&%(#&#.. stupid hair=X

k enuff of tt..after bathing at weihui's hse i went over to orchard to meet weiqi..hmms i noticed tt the things we tok abt is soooo different from wat she toks to weijie abt..ehh i guess tts not really a bad thing or good thing larhh..just different..yarh so we toked quite alot of crap..hmms..and managed to get wat we want..lol tt thing is gona rot in my hse for one mth..urps...cos we were gona meet the rest at adam food centre, we decided to dump the thing at my hse along the way..wah once i step into my hse i didnt feel like gg out alr larhh..but weiqi was waiting for me downstairs..so no choice..

hmms we slacked abit at my void deck b4 heading 4 food centre..haha we were 2nd there..xy was there alr..ehh waited for a while then sab and weijie came..lol then weijie said cw was still at westmall..win..always not on time one..

xy n i decided to share a plate of hokkien mee..sab helped us buy..then we went to buy drinks..hmms got this cup of drink which the stall recommend..so orange red ppt like stuff..urps..mixture of fruits i guess..cld taste papaya and some sour sop thingy..and watermelon i think..cant really tell..yarh n this uncle came up to tok to us..urps..was quite amused by him..haha..then cw came and our initial plan was to dao him..urm..but as usual failed larh..lol

yarh k walked to sch for campfire..saw all the lil kids..haha..scouts and girl guides from other schs..lol rv sec 1s soooo cute..yarh saw the teacher in charge for rv scouts..urps..as hunch back as ever..dun his name though..lol duno wat were we doing there larh..hmms...like we are too old for all tt? the campfire was lame larh..the emcee cmi..=s oh wells.. nth much to say..just tt we tried cheering..lol..but i was luffing as i cheered..so didnt really contribute to the loudness..lol..and we carried weiqi forward to play musical chair..haha da pi gu didnt win though..=p

ehh ate supper..haha..yarh shivers..hmms i ate alot tt day..=s piggg!!! cw's ice cream was super big!! lol..then we were luffing at weird hairstyles and random stuff..haha..

hmms i think this is like almost the last time i will be out enjoying..quite sad..

bike hike 06

2006-05-30T00:58:00.000+08:00

bike hike 2006 is finally over..tt marks the end of our term as 31st oac instructors..hmms im quite sad over it..i dun feel like stepping down..hmms i realise tt in the past i kept complaining bt how busy oac can be.but in actual fact deep down in my heart, im actually glad and relieved that we have oac activities regularly to keep me occupied other than the boring school work..yup oac provided me with lotsa gd and bad memories..it brought me lotsa luffter and smiles in my jc life..and i think its the best cca there can be in school..=)) im glad i actually listened to shiwei and joined oac in the 1st place..cos in sec sch i was never exposed to outdoor activities..so i shldnt even in interested in them in the 1st place..but yarh i made a wise choice=))

haha back to bike hike..huiwen was my fellow group instructor..and tt morning i was informed by her tt we wld be leading a group of 10 guys for bike hike..i was totally shocked...10 guys wld mean tt we had to chiong all the way lah!! and my thighs still hurt from napfa..so i was kinda complaining..but im glad tt we didnt change group=))

ehh i watched a whole day of tv and then met with the rest at bedok to head off to ecp..yarh so we tested the bikes and attached the light sticks..after all tt my group still havent arrived!! omg..was like quite late alr..and we didnt even noe how they looked like..haha other than the hc soccer players larh..they were quite kiam pa during the hike..k nvm..then we saw this whole group of guys wearing red jerseys..and then we realised they were in our group..haha and the thing is most looked quite cool and urms good looking=) haha..but after tt they introduced themselves as catholic high peeps..then i was like quite disappointed..haha cos which means they were 2 yrs younger than us or sth?? but no..we found out in the end that they are 18 yr old too=p hehe..yupp was quite weird at the beginning..cos we dun even noe each other and had no common topics to tok bt..ehh but no time to think bt all tt..cos it was time to set off alr..and off we go!! haha

wow our group IBIS was quite problematic at the start...it was like only a few metres away from the bike rental stall then some cat high guy said his brake came loose..after fixing t problem someone's bike chains came loose..then another person had gears not working..k so were were lagging behind alr..and from the 2nd group we became the 3rd..but tt didnt matter cos we had to follow the order..so not matter wat my group still had to go second at the other checkpoint..yupps..anw then bells and back lights started dropping off along the way..our group was problematic in a funnie way larh..i was luffing thruout..haha..=D

there was quite a big gap between the cat high pple and the hc soccer pple at the start so it was quite dangerous at traffic junctions..meixuan and i were at the back as sweepers and had to rush across traffic junctions while the green man is about to turn red many a time..so scary..

hmms everything went on well after tt till we reached taka..this soccer guy from ziyang's group decided to join my group which was alr big enuff..yarh then our group became so so big...while i was leading in front i cldnt even see the end of the line..duno if i shld go fast or slow..and this stupid soccer guy kept trying to show off by cycling wo having to support the handles with both his hands..sheesh..show off for wat..=x a pity he didnt fall off though..haha but at the end of bike hike he was actually injured..orbi!! =p and i saw weiqi using alcohol on him..he was about to scream in pain larh..lol..gloat gloat gloat..cldnt be bothered with him and decided to treat the nice cat high guy instead..haha..

later the hc soccer guys kept finding trouble for us..they purposely lagged behind by a lot and then suddenly chiong to keep up with the cat high pple in front..so the swepers at the back had to chiong too..poor huiwen and meixuan..must be super tiring larh..urps still dare to act kiam pa and give the kiam pa look...shld have just left them behind..so clever then lead larh! lol..kk jux kidding..ai yarh they are quite nice pple too i guess..betta than other groups..

lol..kk back to the cat high pple..they were very nice!! haha they will look out for us (me huiwen meixuan alice..the only 4 gals in the group..who happen to be the group instructors and rovers) and asked us if we were ok...haha quite paiseh since we are the organisers..hmms..but they are guys!! yarh they are gentlemanly=))

hehe oh then along the way there was this thing tt flew across alice..i cldnt see clearly wat it was larh..but alice said it was a bat and it actually hit her on the neck..gross larh! i cant imagine tt on me! oh man..but i was trying to shan from it too..lol then the guys at the back were like "no its a plane..no its a bird!!..." lol..quite funnie..

ehh at tampines we gave the cat high pple lollipops and tried to interact with them..but very weird sia..like 4 gals trying to tok to 6 guys..haha...

at changi 7 eleven which was our last resting stop..we saw a transexual!! wah..exciting larh..then the 31st instructors all sat down in a group and started watching the "show"..haha..he( or she..urm maybe 'it') was walking up and down along the road and flagging cars down..its so interesting to see the cars stop and forming a queue in front of her..then u see the windows winding down and then him toking to the driver..haha thanks to mark who starting bring the commentator, we were all luffing away while watching.." ohh the price is too steep!! next!!" haha...finally he got onto a jeep..it's like so gross to see a transexual..heard tt tt road is famous for transexuals..normally they get their business there..haha..some pple who went to the toilet said they saw many others around..yucks..how do u even have sex with the same gender?? lol then ziyang said "stick into the anus lor"...lol my immediate response was " wah which means the anus must be big larh"...lol too much bio..somemore it was a nite after the screening of tt bio video..yarh the neud one..

hehe the last stretch of bike hike was enjoyable..cycled with pawnees ziyang and meixuan=)) oac rules!!

yupp end of bike hike..tired..but suprisingly my butt didnt hurt at all..hehes..learnt the correct way of sitting on a bike..=)) but my arms hurt=( lol...oh wells eventful event=))

31st oac rocks!

ATLANTIS!!

2006-05-17T20:40:00.000+08:00

navajos!!

yea ATLANTIS 06 was successfully held on sat..hehe..k must thanks all my oics, sam and meixuan..and the other coms..if not the workload will really be tremendous..haha cos i was sick on thur fri then cldnt do much for atlantis..but meixuan and sam did a gd job tgt=)) cheers to the couple!! haha..=P ehh although in the process there were many disagreements and hiccups..i still must say ATLANTIS rules!! haha..tikes cant update much for atlantis cos i wasnt there most of the time..only was there at the beginning and end..cos went home to rest..oh wells..photos!

31st oac!

atlantis oics!!

atlantis mock

2006-04-29T23:31:00.000+08:00

great today mock atlantis was so screwed..=x well i sorta expected it...so i wasnt like really affected by it till the last part..sighs..

realised i cannot blog bt it cos if i do everyone will noe bt the checkpoints...sighs..

k so everything was screwed.. i broke down at the last part due to some unhappiness..yesh family frens and atlantis..all came down on me tgt at one go..it was so hard to control.

hmms nxt week will be pia week for oics again..hope everything goes well in mock 2..

ohh and i forgot tt 2dae was my pa's bdae..too caught up with atlantis..k tts not an excuse..but im like really busy i didnt even realise the date..keep asking huiyi everyday for the date..sheesh...and the worst thing is i told my pa to send me to sch in the morning..didnt wish him happy bdae...urps then i had to return late cos of mock altantis..and cos of tt got like scolded by my mum..=s i made it up after rushing home..haha zhen tian the qi fen at home..sang very loudly!!=)) hehe its so nice to see my pa smile..=))

ytd was guitar concert..haha very funnie cos got hanlu to luff and niao abt..then the guys calling out random names..lol..but the music was great..i enjoyed it more than last yr's..hehe..urms kegan i will pay up SOON..=))

k sleepy le...shall go off to sleep=))

pw!!=))

2006-04-15T10:16:00.000+08:00

yea!! 05s75 pw ownage!!=D we rock man..yupyup almost everyone in the kls got band 1..except 2 of us..or maybe 3 ( according to jonathon)..ehh he asked me ytd if i was the 3rd person to get a band 2..geesh now tt he has pointed it out..im really abit worried if i was seeing things..as in if i saw mrs lim's finger properly..=S oh someone pls assure me!!=X

anw i take it tt i got band 1 larhh..haha..well i saw the finger myself and i remember luffing cos its so funnie the way mrs lim puts out her finger..everyone around was luffing too..k nvm i take it tt i get band 1..haha..

soo HI 138 decided to celebrate!! haha wanted to celebrate after sports heats on friday..but geesh i was too tired larh..so i suggested gg home=p urm but it's a wise choice right?? cos i think we enjoyed more ytd nite=))

haha so we were suppose to meet at 6 ytd..ehh i wanted to buy something so met up with huili 1st at the bustop and started walking around heeren..cldnt find wat i want..huili bought some nice rubber bands though..i wanted to buy! but since im most probably gona cut my hair later..i guess there's no need to buy so many fanciful rubber bands=)

ok then clement called to cui us..so we went down to meet them..haha the 1st thing they did when they saw us is to 2 luff at huili's gold clutch..and then we stood in the middle of no where..in front of nydc..and started discussing wat to eat and wat to do..i wanted nydc..clement wanted to watch movie..but if we eat nydc we wldnt have money to spend on movies..haha..ask clement to treat he oso dun want..petty leader! ying tang is treating his group ok!! haha..ok nvm...in the end i decided to eat at nydc but cos it was too early i suggested going fareast..yupyup..and the guys didn't mind (surprisingly)..hahax..off we went to far east..

ehh at fareast i bought some ear studs..and then we headed to wheellock place to have our dinner..haha..b4 going nydc we went to the toilet..and outside the toilet got some big poster..and yaozhen decided to pose nxt to it..haha..

lol..funnie right..k then we went up to nydc..while doing so we passed by sakae and fish n co which both had long queues..=xx haha so we sorta expected nydc to have a queue too..ehh luckily it wasnt really long..while waiting we made yaozhen do another pose..with the sutff toys..lol=DD

finally waited till our turn=)) haha ordered some nice plates of nice oven baked food which we all emptied=)) urm but yaozhen says he had a stomach ache after getting home=xx ok nvmmtook some nice photos of our food and of ourselves of course=))

trying to take a photo of the guys..but they werent really ready yet..haha

haha yaozhen posing with the nydc napkin..trying to act sissy as usual..=))

while waiting for desert..yupyup..all 1s!!=))

tried to take a photo by ourselves..haha failed!!=/

our nice desert!! haha jedi mudster and something sth which i forgot=p

ehh the guys are trying to act bimbo..well actually they dun have to act..=P

our turn to act bimbo..haha i cant do it!! kept luffing=p=p

haha finally took a picture after luffing so long..but however we act we can't look bimbotic..lol..this show sth hurh..

tired

2006-04-08T23:41:00.000+08:00

hehe suddenly feel like dropping s papers..sighs..find no point in keeping them if im not finding time to catch up and start doing some ass work=(( geesh..and it will surely be worse with atlantis coming..sighs..

tireddddd...haha got nth to blog abt..ai yarh even if i haf i m oso too lazy to blog..lol..

anw i realise 75 havent played frisbee for a long time alr larhhh..haha..must play more!! play ultimate!!=))

yltc06!

2006-03-26T12:10:00.000+08:00

yltc06!

hmms actually i typed a very very long n3 on this...buden it got deleted..cos i stupidly went to off my main switch wo knowing..oh wells..i shant retype..i will JEZ let it stay in my memory 4eva=))

yltc06 reminded me of yltc05 when we chiong we chiong tgt=)) yupps..i wana go back to being a trainee!! haix..yl end liao..and there's only atlantis and bike hike left...i will miss oac!!! arhhhhh..

NAVAS rock! PAWNEES rock too!!!

oac

2006-03-05T00:11:00.000+08:00

haha i have never felt so happy in oac for a LOOONG time..i think the last time wen i enjoyed myself alot in oac was the perak trip? as in really enjoyed..yupps but meet ex was good!=)

haha precamp find ex..well pawnees managed to find me..i duno how they guessed it though..but when they found me i was quite excited larh..cos can do things to them and see how they are really like.."40 counts to the field!" lol after saying tt i realised i wanted to say to the track..urm b4 i can mend my words they ran off liao..urm luckily they went to the track..and so i did wat our senior asked us to do last time..basically piggy backing each other ard the field..doing abit of push-ups and stuff..buden they are quite nua! oh man..i wonder how oac is gona survive with the nua guys..hmm..and they certainly like to tou lan..i really duno when i shld be fierece to them..fierce alr pple say i too fierce..then when i try to be friendly pple say im too friendly..hmm really duno wat kinda tone to use on them..i think when yltc comes i will make sure they are at least a bit scared of me so tt they give me respect..urm ok larh taught them the cheer and we cheered tgt..ehh i tink the cheer sounds abit wrong..the rhythm..cos last time i rem we cheered tt way and always got luffed at by yong kang..haha so i duno if we are teaching pawnees the correct way anot..but ehh i guess tt doesnt really matter? cos we had fun cheering=)

ehh rockclimbing..wahh its only when i stepped into climbadventure that i realised how long i havent been there..urm almost forgot how to belay and stuff..my arms havent recovered from all the push ups and pull ups yet..so i didnt dare to climb..anw it feels gd to belaying ur trainee..haha cos u noe u got the qualifications and tt u are in charge there..like a big sis looking after the siblings like tt=D hmms some of them tried lead climbing..wahh i think yl tt time i must go climb to my hearts content..cos i believe tts like the last time we will ever climb anw..

yeah then comes the fun part! meet ex! lol so we went to burger king..urm we made the trainees treat us students' meal and while they were buying food the 3 of us began gossiping and planning wat to do with them..haha i suggested all the ideas ok! ehh the juniors came back and we started crapping..urm most of the time i was niaoing cw and wq being husband and wife..lol but there was one moment when they stared at me like they were gona eat me up..haha then i knew i had gone too overboard..haha so i shut up..ehh but most of the time was enjoyable..cos we were basically toking crap larhh cant really rem wat now..oh and then we taught them the food cheer..bom chi bom bom..haha and they had a new intro to it..*rubs the table with two fingers*..ehh tts suppose to mean a DJ at work..duno why but pawnees like rapping..haha..

k we fin eating and left for the field so tt we can make more noise..yarh did all the disgusting stuff there..haha..we made them blindfold themselves and eat up a pear that we hang in front of them..i think the worst was feng ming..cos she had to do everything with the guys..haha theres once when i hung the pear in front of her and made her move forward to feel it..she touched it with her lips then withdrew abit..haha she must have thought tt she had touched lu jie's lips..was quite funnie for the seniors to watch larh..lol..

and then we made them pass the gummy which was suppose to droop..urm but the one we bot was not droopy enough..so ended up we just passed to each other while in a circle..ehh of course the most interesting part is when jie xun tried to lick up the gummy with was like drooping fromt he corner of shiu yuan's mouth..and feng ming passing to her scandal lu jie...cw passing to his wife weiqi..me passing the always short gummy to shiu yuan..*yarh why does it always become so short when it comes to me??* haha...yarh we took photos...

ok then we tried another game..urm newly invented by us..haha we took the straw and sucked up the orange mango blazt to pass ard the circle..so u have to suck the straw when u take it over from the person and make sure that the drink dun spill out..ehh stupid cw tot tt u had to suck in the drink and spit it out again to another person's mouth..tts like totally yucky..no wonder it didnt work when he started passing..haha..ehh it was a lame game larh..spilling all the drink on us..

yupp time passed very fast..ended up playing truth or truth..haha..urm didnt go very well though..

ehh mdae the juniors do their roll call within 10 s..hmm they cmi!!! haha..but yah let them off since it was super duper late alr..ehh we forgot to take photo! haha

yupps so tt was all..went home and slept immediately..x)

hmm im getting stressed..no time at all! sighs..

jts

2006-02-19T15:03:00.000+08:00

ytd suppose to meet fel kailing they all for shopping spree..buden i cldnt make it on time cos of sth tt cropped up..yarh..only reached heerens at ard 430..but i was stil early compared to yahting..lol..*peeg*..yarhh anw i looked ard heeren for my stuff for a while..saw a nice bag at flash and splash=)) later yahting called me and i suggested going pacific plaza..yarhh..lol as i walked towards orchard mrt to meet her i kept slipping larh..the floor is damn wet can! ok..

reached pacific plaza wanted to get the bag..but cos i wana use the voucher from surf and sweat, i had to spend a min of 50 bucks...wt...the bag i wanted costs 49 bucks!! so we searched high and low considering wat to buy to add up to 50..grr...got some sticker tt costs 2.50 but it was on 70% discount..so tts like 80c..and then this other sticker tt costs 3 bucks..but 70% off meant 90c..grr i was so angry larh!! was a bit fed up liao..ai yarh in the end settled for this pink wristband tt costs 3.50..20% goes to breast cancer..oh wells..but i got a nice bag now!!=D *beams*

hmm then walked back to heerens for jts..lol..when we reached there we saw the pissed off look on all the serniors' faces..the juniors didnt book the place~ wahhhh and the seniors had to book for them-_-" the juniors can be as last min as tt..luckily the place was not reserved by others yet..if it were rite..i duno wat the juniors are gona do man..so screwed..

ok so jts didnt start off tt smoothly..but we had good food..so tt sorta mi bu all the moodiness..yea! i got to eat my favourtie ham and cheese crepe..soft shell crab ..calamari..milk shake..and mango!! my fav fruit!! hahaha..=) yum yum..

my table was quite funnie..played truth or dare..urm huiyi keep zhong-ing..but she's so innocent larhh got nth much to ask her..and she always choose truth..hmm ar norh..i only zhong once..urm the meixuan's dare was funnie..lol..*sam actually came over to watch*.. kegan's one was INTERESTING..hmmmm..ying tang's one was kinda expected..huili's one was out of my expectation..lol someitmes pple dun go for looks alone ya noe..=p ehh minyi's dare was done quietly..haha but mingswin looked happy=p lalala cant reveal all the truths out..

ehh after which we left marche..buden the juniors made us wait again! why are we always waiting for them??hmm some of the seniors got really pissed=S chill..

at youth park tried to play some games and all..but everyone was tired and the games didnt really flow..the circle was too big..pple falling asleep..pple being unenthu bt the games and all..hmm ended up everyone gg home..

k larh jts was good but it aint as smooth sailing as it shld have been..hmm seniors jia you! we are gona let stj rock!=))

vday + precamp

2006-02-16T22:05:00.000+08:00

mon had 1st precamp....hmm im a GI of navajos! lol...urm it's sam's previous grp..yarh so from now onwards im like associated to green green and more green..oh man...wear green cap ( dai lu mao)..haha..but yarh i dun mind larhh..cos my grp is not bad..the plpe are quite enthu by the look of it..except for like one guy and one girl...hmm..one alr quit..k..i must admit tt iw as rather fierce in tt precamp..lol.i was using the tone tt i used in RV netball when training the juniors..kk maybe i was abit TOO fierce..haha but im gona be a nice nice senior from now onwards=) cos i want the juniors to haf a gd impression of me!=))

tue was vdae..hmm..had lotsa surprises..=) and im sure i suprised the 4 pple too=) urm though i sorta regret giving right jerk..haha..grr he really pisses me off sometimes..ok anw as i was saying..urm i think our kls guys very "creative"...haha use the msg in a balloon to surprise us..though the note was rather generic..but its still kinda sweet cos they hanged it over our kls bench=)) hehe..must thank sam for his cute star, oac guys for the lil prez ( the really lil one), sab for her candle plus msg, js for his choc, yahting for her cookie=), weijie for her tile, fel yahting huiyi minyi jiaying meixuan and myself for the pillows, justine for her choc, karin huili kailing and ruowei for their shoe laces...my angel and mortal for their nice prez=), sean for his msg plus vase plus pen.. , kegan for his nice cd case, awyong for her note,and urm whoever i shld thank but forgot to at the moment..=)

yarh sometimes we think too much.

hmm cross country..yea! i didnt run! haha..urm i was very impressed by edward's firs aid skills...superior! first aid chiefs jia you jia you! wah our kls guys cannot make it..all walking or else come in late..so slack!but im proud of ying teng and sam..haha..at least they made the effort..=D

hmm feeling sleepy..shld go off now..

updates

2006-02-04T22:22:00.000+08:00

stoning blog...oh well i shall type something..
yea! OH was urm last last sat and sun i think..ehh not bad..i got an enthu grp..but urm quite antisocial and exlcusive too..well they are not very enthu bt cheering..but i must say tt at least ur attitudes are commendable...well quite cooperative larh..boo i was in a pissy mood towards the end of the hike..just kept screaming to vent my anger..well not say anger..but oh well vent my bad feelings..i duno wat else to say bt the hike..urm..ya lor..like tt lor..it wasnt as fun as i tot though.maybe cos we are instructors..then it's more tiring and a different kinda experience lo..geesh..
hmm nxt is tuan bai at john ng and anna goh's hse..haha the kids are soo cute!=) i wana haf kids when i grow up! but i noe its gona be very very xin ku...=X
ehh then had a stayover at js hse..wah his mum very generous leh...give each one 10 bucks..=X urm it wld have been mroe fun if i werent in a pissy mood..well cos of somebody...who preferred to ostro pple..oh wells...yarh we din sleep...slept for 2 hrs only..hmm..but yarh the ostro pig was fun..=)) the mrt game too=))haha oac rocks!=)
tml got frisbee com..oh man..dun like..running barefooted on the sand..sighs..sians..nvm..i go sleep liao..

week 8 is a busy week...yltc mon wed fri..phy and bio spas x country and vday..ehh jia you for phy spa! i can do it!

angel and mortal

2006-01-17T12:43:00.000+08:00

hehe i love my angel and mortal!=)) so cute..shucks and i find myself gg gaga over...tts like so...bad..hmm

2nd week of sch

2006-01-14T21:58:00.000+08:00

yaye!!...this week got nth much..hmm spent my hari raya day slacking at home...like totally~~ really slacking larh..haha nv study for chem test...oh no i feel so...slack..arhhh why am i like tt!!!! j2 alr im still so damn slack! tt's bad....arhhh..kk i promise tt i will start studying soon..haha..cos im gona have OH then will be quite busy these days..hmm..
ok..maybe i shldnt tok to u anymore...in case u have the impression tt im trying to seek ur attention..
ehh friday had campfire..haha..so funnie...me and awyong were standing at the 3rd level looking at athena's class item..then suddenly see the fac dance!! oh no...wat were we doing there??? haha...not changed and everything...ended up rushing downstairs and changing into our yellow tees...yea!! apollo rocks man...haha...i enjoyed dancing for the fac..so stop thanking me kegan!! haha..must thank shell n kegan for choosing me to do fac dance..and pairing me up with a wonderful partner samu...haha..we totally rock!! lol practised abit of the dance and stood by the side of the carpet practising...haha..to my surprise i didnt have any stage fright..ehh maybe cos it's a carpet...really!! and when we were dancing it was so dark..can hardly see anyone out there..haha...so not bad larh..seems like just a normal practice..and im proud to be part of the dance team!! lol...yea the woosh for apollo was good...it really built my spirit..haha bt the dance is damn tiring can..lol...esp when u put in ur best...it's like...wah damn tiring sia..during one eight of the guys part i was saying to sam " jia you sam"...haha cos i can feel the breathlessness in everyone..lol..but yup it was great overall! after tt i went ard with shell finding her hp..then saw friend and gordon...asked tem if the dance was good..yaye!! oh wells i must admit kegan dance till really zai...*smiles*
u noe wat..i cant help but develop a sense of hatred towards u now..im sorry..
ok.....then went to find our kls..75 totally rocks!!! hahaha..i loved the time when we started singing and cheering tgt...hahaha...our circle was damn big larhhh!!! haha..got so much space int he middle...blehs...we rule we stone we boulder!!! can feel the bond among all of us...and the sense of belonging...i love 75!! nv regretted coming to 75 man...i rem at the start of last yr when i realised tt none of the 4cians is in the same class as me..i was so sadded..but haha..75 just totally rule larh...=p=p hmm and my angel and mortal are not bad too=) yaye!!
frenship is a 2 way thing and i'm sad tt ours isnt strong enuff to withstand this ordeal..
haha carried on last yr's tradition and went to the park opp to play abit of sparklers and toked abit...melvin came back too!! haha i miss him..i just feel close to him...yarh lor like gor like tt=D
i noe u may feel irritated by me..
hmm wat else..oh yarh..then as i go for the oac meeting i saw a grp of yellow pple around..then i was like saying..wah tt class so enthu arhh...haha in the end is my own jnr class 75!!! haha..even juli oso say our jnr class damn enthu larh...and then clare came up to me and say almost the whole class going for OH..i was like wow!! haha...hope so...but now like not many pple gg..hmm still...hope many of them will turn up lor...=))
if u feel betta with me avoiding u too..then i shall do just tt..
mon is the 1st OH precamp..and the 1st time we act as real instuctors liao...hmm cant wait for it to come..cacofonix gona rock! yea!

a good new week of the new yr

2006-01-09T23:45:00.000+08:00

haha its a good start for my new yr man...=) i feel quite happy bout how things are going...yupp yupp..
except for one thing..
hmm 1stly our kls have really really good teachers!! haha i think our CT is really reALLY nice..and our go chem and phy teachers seem more interesting than the various teachers in the last yr..=D
ehh i dun understand why the problem is perpetuating...i'm sure i am acting as normal as ever..
lalala and i had a great ubin recee on saturday..yup though it was raining quite hard it didnt dampen our oac spirit at all!! yeah!! i am happy! we cycled and cycled to different checkpoints and tried the games=) very fun! haha we were playing in the rain!!!=D FUN!! hmm but after the whole trip my butt was aching..=X
shld i ask him?
ok nxt i finally decided on my choice of oac and abandoned MAD...my reluctance in quitting mad at 1st was cos i like dancing and it's not like many chances when i can dance larh...hmm i remember gg thru those auditions and the excited feeling of getting chosen out of sooo many who were auditioned...haix..well to tell the truth MAD was suppose to be my core cca..i joined oac cos i heard frm shiwei tt its gona be slack...and i oso wana cont with some sports..so i decided to join oac as a 2nd cca...ended up having to cope with both as i realise tt both weighed as much..i didnt do very well...yup not at all..i ended up not gg to mad practices...and at the same time feeling not commited to oac at all..i finally made the choice of quitting mad cos i find more true frens in oac..and yarh i noe oac will kill me if i quit..boo i noe mad alr have very few pple...and i quit at the most untimely period..hmm...i really felt guilty and sad over i..but i took like almost a few mths to ponder over this...toked to michelle and all tt...at 1st i didnt quit cos i tot maybe i can see if i can improve on my management..but after 2 mths i noe i cant..and so i shldnt be a floating member of mad anymore=/ but i will go and visit the danc pple when im free=)) so keg pls update me on the practices okok=))
hmm..
hey 2dae saw my junior kls at last...and toked to some of them..hehe...they are really very nice!! blehs..i think we are very very lucky! lucky 75!! hmm but im not so sure bt my mortal...boo...hope my mortal does not have the junhong kinda attitude...wah if he has rite...=x i will just treat it tt i dun haf a mortal in the 1st place..=x ehh hope my angel will be a nice guy junior!=))

a new year

2005-12-31T14:20:00.000+08:00

yaye!! it's gona be a new yr alr!!! haha 2005 had been fulfilling for me=))

hmm first hurdle is to get over him. ( soln--> to crush on guys..haha)
1) orientation group [haha got to know cute guy(:]

2) Knowing and belonging in class 05s75

3) Asterix Orientation Hike'05

4) YLTC Pawnees'05 [most spirited group]

5) being part of the M.A.D family=/ (haha)
6) dance works!

7) body language

8) being First aid chief

9) Perak trip ( kumari rocks!)

10) Atlantis ( AVALANCHE!!!-- a combi of pawnees + meixuan)

11) making many trips to pulau ubin for recee=s (and not forgetting getting lost with group A...=/)

12) first aid course

13) kayaking courses 1* and 2*

14) windsurf course

15) rock climbing course level 1 and 2

16) ITC ( instructor's training camp)

17) Indian trip ( aka, parapara, devuda devuda, tatrrrrrreee)

hmm im sure there are other things..i hafta think..haha think liao then add in again..i know nxt yr will be just as fulfilling..cos i will learn how to cope with stress and to become a real instructor..haha..A level yr..oh man...hope things will go well for me...to all out there..jia you in the new yr!! HAPPY NEW YR!

regrets

2005-12-22T22:07:00.000+08:00

sigh..i have lots and lots of regrets now...yesh...if only i can turn back time..i shldnt haf acted so impulsively
wahh almost had to leave for taiwan in a few days time..cos the tickets came in a package..like 4 tix together..the tix came under my name..so if i dun check in my family cant check in too...blehs..in the end i smsed everyone to tell them i cant make it for this and for tt..hmm...ehh yahting i noe u may be disgusted at my unwillingness to fly to taiwan..but yarhh i have too many things on..meeting my coach is quite an impt event for me..cos she helped to strengthen me during my netball days...hmm..yupp..haha..when my sis tell me i dun haf to go anymore... i was so relieved..everyone has the impression tt i am reluctant to go taiwan becos of my homework..well i must admit it IS a burden in my mind..but yarh tt's really not the major worry tt i have..hmm..if only i didnt have so many appointments nxt week..yarh i wil choose to spend more time with my family overseas..oh anyway my family is changing from SIA to china airlines...haix...guilty stricken=/

uncode
不想长大

ella：为什么就是找不到不谢的玫瑰花为什么遇见的王子都不够王子啊我并不期盼他会有玻璃鞋和白马我惊讶的是情话竟然会变成谎话

selina：为什么幸福的青鸟要飞的那麼高为什么苹果和拥抱都可能是毒葯我从没想过有了他还孤单的可怕我突然想起从前陪我那个洋娃娃

合：我不想我不想不想长大 hebe：长大后世界就没有花

合：我不想我不想不想长大 selina：我寧愿永远都这麼傻

合：我不想我不想不想长大

ella：长大后我就会失去他

合：我深爱的他深爱我的他已经变的不像他(我深爱的他深爱我的他怎麼会爱上别的他)

hebe：为什么水晶球裡面看不出他在变為什麼结局没欢笑而是泪流满面我愿意在他回来前继续安静沉睡但他已去到别座城堡吻另一双嘴

selina：为什么对流星许愿却从来没实现

hebe：为什么英勇的骑士会比龙还危险

ella：我当然知道这世界不会完美无暇

合：我只求爱情能够不要那麼样复杂

selina：让我们回去从前好不好

hebe：天真愚蠢快乐美好

..sighs..i am so confused by my own actions now...it's suppose to be a simple matter..and i just blew it up like tt...oh man..those letters..those msges...those words..those actions..and the avoidance..ok..maybe it's too obvious...yesh...im determined not to initiate anymore..and not to keep in contact for a long time..im sure i can do it=/

i just happened to like the wrong person.

1st 75 chalet

2005-12-15T23:07:00.000+08:00

yaye...1st 75 kls chalet..hmm nice overall larh=))

k 1st day nv go...paiseh! haha..cos i was waiting for sth to happen...but it nv did...ai yoh if i had known that i would be disappointed and tt everything would come to nought, i would have gone for chalet instead sia..=x nvm..anw it's over le...no point...blehs..wanted to give up..but maybe i can just hide it somewhere at the bottom of my heart..yupp..but no more actions taken=)

so i alighted at cityhall platform to meet yaozhen and weiloon in the morning..hmm suppose to meet karin and junhong..but they nv turn up...karin was sick..junhong overslept-_- ...but wl and yz came on time.which is very good..haha..=)) cos i noe some guys just cant be punctual...like to let gals wait..so i can conclude tt our kls guys not tt bad larh=) haha..

ok but stupidly we were just daydreaming in the mrt and missed our stop..then the met reached simei...weiloon said " ehh i think we missed the stop"...haha then i was like oh man! really larh..haha..so we were like luffing and alighted to take in the opp direction=x when we reached bedok it was 917 alr..so we missed the shuttle bus...hmmm cos yahting tell me turn right..but actually is turn left larh..then when yz say turn left i stiu li3 zhi2 qi4 zhuang4 tell them..HEY yahting tell me turn right ok! in the end bai3 wu long2=x so paiseh..lol..while we waited for the bus to come we went to giant..then i saw lotsa chocs on sale..hahah..christmas marh..then it reminded me of my sad xmas this yr...cos whole family going away this xmas...leave me at home alone! arhhhh im gona be scared!!! sigh..new yr will be worse larh...ehh i will be reminded of my painful new yr last yr..sighs..unless someone is willing to heal tt wound..haha..actually i think its healed larh...its not hurting now..but if i have a doctor it will be a bonus larh..

yeah! reached the chalet..lol so funnie made alot of noise..=P woke the sleepy peegs in bed..blehs=ppp hahaha..but they nv sleep much cos went nite cycling! arhhh missed tt so sad..haix..it must be fun cycling...=)) ehh but i can do without the bruises on my butt=P lol..

basically played abit mahjong and suan4 ming4..haha..went out to rent a bike to cycle...ehh unfortunate event is kegan falling down larh..after banging into yaozhen who cldnt control the bike=X..ai yoh 1st aid cheif see the wound very scared sia...haha..i felt the pain for kegan larh..it's quite deep..and its the 1st time i see white tissue frm a wound..urm almost wanted to cry lo...as in not cry larh..got tears in my eyes actually...urm so i was toking all those crap to lighten the mood larh...blehs..hope u are betta kegan!

ANW i must say tt it's very fun and cool to ride after a looooong time..i nv ride for yrs as in 5 yrs...hahah...then when i 1st got ont he bike it's like so mo shen...then is tarted riding...wah so wobbly....haha...but i eventually got the hang of it..and yupps...i recalled all my skills!..just tt i didnt ride a mountian bike last time..so now ride a mountain bike...its just a new feel lo...then when u stand to cycle oso feel more insecure...one hand cycling like cant control really well...hmm i like to cycle alone! cos u dun haf to tok or anything..jsut feel the breeze and enjoy the scenery..!!=)) haha..nice feel!..

ehh had gd dinner!! yum yum! i like oyster egg...but so ex for so little...5 hums...wahhh so pathetic! go bt timah one betta..somemore i think nicer to eat...

wah me meixuan yingtang and clement stayed up the whole nite..must pei fu meixuan...stay up for two nites alr...dunnit sleep one leh! we played mahjong..then saw a cockcroach...grr...so kegan was brave and helped us kill the cockcroach..haha..then we cont with mahjong..and at ard 3 plus we were bt to ko..haha so we suggested going for a walk to macs..hmm but cannto lock the chalet if not the aircons will be off..so ended up with yt and clement going macs for us to buy food..yesh then at this time me n mx started dancing...and seeing LOTS of cockroaches crawling ard the place=x..ehh we even saw a lizard trying to catch the cockroach for his supper..haha..buden the cockroach managed to escape..then we were singing " kan jian zhang lang wo bu pa bu pa la!!" hahahaha....so apt!!1 and kegan was slping alone there larh.. " yi ge ren shui ye bu pa bu pa lar!' lol!!!!

kk so the guys came back and we started eating..hmm then suddenyl clement jumped up from his chair..then yt was like " cockroach!!!" i scarmbled away oso..then i saw the cockroach! haha it was on the chair nxt to clement..haha apparently it dropped on clement's leg..lol luckily i didnt sit there..cos i was sitting here b4 they went macs...blehs..so funnie then all of us scrambled to the door...at this time kegan woke up from us being sooo noisy..lol...then we were like "ehh cockcroach.." haha brave kegan stood up took his slippers and whacked the cockroach dead..lol...yes! our hero for the nite! haha..then he ko again...the rest of us decided to sit far from the table and lazily played brige, hearts and taitee..ehh meixuan was fast in learning bridge..haha not like cw...so slow..cheers to mx!

hmm then i wanted to ko liao..it was about 6 plus..i went up but no space..hmm decided to sleep on the floor..well reminded me of yl days..so not too bad..=)

i give up

2005-12-11T23:21:00.000+08:00

blehs have been thinking alot..

feel like giving up..U make me feel like giving up...maybe i shld...

as for ya..ehh i duno wats the prob..yarh i think we shld gives ourselves time..maybe the problem is we are just too close..geesh.

back to singapore

2005-12-07T23:29:00.000+08:00

hmmx kk i have been back from india for quite some time..just tt i was too lazy to blog bt it..hmm cos everone has alr blogged bt it...yupp i guess the experience is almost the same..just tt we meet different kids..and get attached to different ones...i prefer keeping these memories in my head...tt will be much more meaningful..

urm i must admit tt i didnt really enjoy the trip on the 2nd day..cos i became really home sick..mostly cos i didnt like the team really much..ehh different frequency and stuff..well i just cant clique with any of them...ehh but i told myself i was there to help the kids..so yupp..tried to keep my spirits high...but the 3rd day was betta...cos we sang ont he bus and told jokes...hmm the 1st time i felt i somehow belonged to the team..

yupp nthing really sank in till i visited the beach...till i saw the remains of the living room floor, the clothes tt still hung on the trees..the slant of the trees inland..the stories of the kids who survived the tsunami..i cant imagine if all these happened to me..yupp like wat fel said i wld rather not live..

ok but this india trip really taught me ALOT ALOT...like how exam results are really not tt important..harlow..pple are trying to thrive out there...grabbing at any kinda food u can give them..haix..and over here i am grieving over sth so small...=SS

oh bad thing bt india was my diarr experience..haix...only when i come back to singapore did my bowels not give any prob...haha..

geesh had kayaking the past 2 days...my face is a total red! and my lips are swollen cos of dehydration...=X bad!!!!

boo dun feel like doing hw!

india

2005-11-23T17:00:00.000+08:00

hmmx will be embarking on my india trip in a few hrs time..=X haix...i am gona miss singapore..yesh tho its only 8 days..but still..

grr...so pissed now..mood swing..oh well..i cant wait for the india trip to be over...

=X

2005-11-20T11:35:00.000+08:00

lalala..i noe this abit late..but harry potter was nice! though got some details changed till very ridiculous..but still it is nice...effects were super good! worth watching!! hahax..yarh i cried abit when cedric died too..

ehh lately i have been going out everyday...2dae hafta go out oso...shheeesh..to buy some india trip stuff...mon to wed camp..thur harry fri rock climbing..ehh toking bt rock climbing..i really hate tall pple=P hahax..cos they can reach for rocks i cant!! u know got some inclined parts of the wall and alot of strength comes from the thighs and arms..well...if only i can reach for that stupid red rock fromt he start things wld be easier for me..=p hahax.. ehh me and sab were like slacking larh..cos very sian wat..boo of all the outdoor activities i hate rock climbing most...hahax..but tt session was still ok..managed to climb 4 similar walls..bleahx..well told ya we were slacking...we achieved 400 % alr ok!!! cos we aimed to climb one wall tt day only...yarh in the end we climbed 4..so got an EE grade liao!!=)) bleahx..ehh somehow the walls seemed easier to climb tt day...no piaing parts at all..

wah india trip is killing me..i hate LAM..bleahx..he is soooo money faced..and i think there is really sth wrong with his value system sia..no wonder my gor dislikes him too..haix..sorry to say this but i am sorta dreading the india trip..and ya noe wat..i just hope for all this to be over soon..haix..sorry for such a thought..but oh well..i am gona miss singapore..hahax. p.s the things are heavy! worse than perak!

ehh some things that striked me these days...why must pple cause things to be so complicated?? booo...shld i bother bt such stuff?? but if i don't do anything i will nv get there..and everything will just stop as it is..i dun want!!! even if the other party is not me i just hope for his happiness..quite stupid but tts wat i have always been doing..sacrificial..seeing him luff is not a gd thing though..cos i am not the one who makes him smile..but on the other hand i wish for his happiness too..bleahx..things are complicated..how? letting nature take its own course doesnt work..cos if i just let go i know he wld too..=(( sighs..and i hate analysing.

LOST AND FOUND!=))

2005-11-16T20:35:00.000+08:00

haha..ITC( instructors' training camp) is finally over!!=)) i learnt lots from this camp!! hahax..and i am very happy cos i got to noe some of the oac pple betta!=))

k so we started with windsurfing..b4 tt we played bridge!thanks to the training i get from my kls...i won almost every round...hahax..with markE as my partner...lalala...bridge was FUN!!!=)) haha so i started off with a morning of luffter=))

then we had windsurfing...it was difficult at 1st...cant even stand on the board properly..cant even uphaul the stupid rope..hahaax..cos i got sea sick marh..then i stand on the board only i feel so..hmmx..ehh but later after lunch i got abit the hang of it..could stand and uphaul and MOVE!! haha..SOOO FUN!!!! LALALA...ehh of cos it was oso tiring..my hands had minor rope burn..and got blister...AND...cos of my lack of skill in climbing up the stupid board...i got BRUISES all over my body!! wah got 10 over bruises larh.near 20...haha..

night orienteering was scary!!! we passed this guy who was praying to a tree..hmmx..i was so scared!..cos at 1st his back was facing us..then i am scared later he turn ard and i will see a monster face...=SSS ehh but later pple tell me he was just meditating..then think think think...yarh i think so too..hahax...

solo night..kk i wasnt tt scared..but i noe steph was REALLY scared..so we paired=)) yea!!!..i tot i was quite brave at tt time..*nods head*..situated at the right wing facing the field..they say got SHOOTING STAR!!! i wana see!!! boo i got so many wishes to make!!!hahax.. anw as i have said i tot i was quite brave..buden after ubin land ex i was walking back to the OPs room alone..and i got scared...the sch is SOOOO quiet can..then occasionally u will hear those sounds coming from the construction site...*goosebumps*

NXT DAY!! hahax..land ex at ubin..split into different grps..GRP A totally rocks!!! hahax...though i nv tok to yanling steph mark or yayan much b4..land ex brought us together and i JUX LOVE them=))..haha so we were toking crap along the way..then sat at the junction to have our lunch..after tt we continued our journey..and cos our grp the pple all very GANG HOU4..we followed unknown paths and landed up seeing a tombstone..kk tts not the point..hmm i just merely teared..hahax..cos it was rather scary..we turned back and headed to another unknown path..WOW...landed up in the middle of the forest..=SS and then they decided to continue walking since we didnt noe how to back track..u noe the forest had no defined paths...so we were just like bashing thru, in a general direction of course..hmmx passed by alot of cobwebs and pple got injured cos of the thorns on the trees..ehh 1st aid chief skills quite lan pong...oso duno how to treat them...hahax..ok so bash bash bash..landed up in a clearing...and then we looked at our map..head north...NORTH HAD NO ROAD..COVERED with TREES AND BRANCHES...AHHHH WE WERE LOST!!!!=SSS okiex..so tts it..we panicked and started thinking wat to do..we heard a chant...then we decided to shout for help...HELP!! luckily mark's voice was LOUD..wow...yarh..then no one responded..hmmx..so tts it..we were desperate..decided 2 call the rest to inform them tt we were lost..SHUCKS..it was soooo scary...there was no road around us..we were REALLY stuck in the forest..=XX at 1st we tot we didnt have the ITC bklet with us..so we had no contact numbers at all..OH MAN..but i accidentally found it..yarh then we decided to call OBS for help...but they tell us they were not OBS..arhhh..ok we didnt want the rest to bash into the forest to find us...so we kept hanging their calls..oso we only had one m1 line with only 2 bars of batt left..urm at tt time we were really quite stupid of not thinking bt switching sim cards amond the phones....k i was not calm at all... i was panicking..i was on the verge of crying..so i shouted at zy thru the phone..SORRY!! i didnt mean it..haix..in fact EVERYONE was panicking..except yanling and alice..yayan started crying...tt made me braver..cos i needed to cheer her up..to keep her calm..then we decided to call the police..yarh..and then we sat down to wait for help...as help was on the way..we started to calm down and crapped..okiex..i must admit i nv regretted getting lost..cos it was quite an adventure and experience u will nv get in ur life...mark was good...kept out spirits high=)) we were luffing when we heard a faint siren...then we started SHOUTING HELP again..hahax..then the siren sounded faded...and then mark stood up and looked..he said he saw sth WHITE PASS BY..so we tot..yea!! help was finally here..but the siren didnt sound again..so we sat to tok again..so the siren came on and off..but very faintly...everytime it sounds we will be shouting for help...then the siren became louder..so we shouted vigorously...and then we heard the police asking us to walk towards the sound of the siren..so we walked thru some branches and trees again b4 reaching the police car..they took down our names and brought us back to the jetty to meet lock...THE POLICE CAR WAS SO BUMPY thruout! and the space was sooo small..we were like squashed sardines..but all of us were luffing with relief...then as we passed by the rest..they were all looking pissed..=XXexcept sam who was smiling and waving at us..=)k so lock was saying..we shldnt have given up so easily..especially when it was still quite bright...ok...so our fault..

nxt day pno session...hahax learnt lotsa things..like a proper square lash a proper diagonal lash and how to use a map and compass..yea!! and i am enlisted into dou dou ban..now i am a pollen grain..and my seniors are steph and ziyang=)) cos they are beans!!=))

haha 1st aid..duno how to teach=P=P bad teacher..

okiex..so tts about all..yEA!! tmr watch harry potter!=)0

update

2005-11-03T12:45:00.000+08:00

hey hey...i noe i havent updated for a LOOOOOng time..haha..i almost abandoned this blog for maple..which i find quite stupid now...hmmx my bro uninstalled my maple..ehhh which means i cant plau unless my whole family decides to go out...or else i have the choice of staying over at a fren's hse just to play maple..who wants to offer their hse??haha..

ehhh...kk alot of things has happened since the last update..mostly pw, oac, my friendship probs..ehh..i dun wish to elaborate...

kk j1 has finally come to an end..which is BAD..hahax..tt means j2 is approaching and we are gona be very very very busy..duno..now i keep avoiding all the academic stuff..dun even bother to read newspapers..i know tt is bad...but hmm..i just dun have the motivation to start again..i need a rest..=S but my family aint allowing tt..i cant even play com games..

ai yohx got nth much to update abt.cos lazy to write all my experiences down..

u noe... sometimes u already have the ans in ur heart..just tt u fear to admit it..in case it leads to consequences u are scared to face..in case it aggravates current situations..u fear tt what u have believed becomes false at the end..i want to believe tt is true..i HOPE it is true..if only sth will happen soon..haix..

and yesh..i noe i owe u all neoprints..will give u all the nxt time i see ya all..=))

=)

2005-10-06T21:50:00.000+08:00

hmmx promos are over!..yea..i duno if i shld be happy or sad...cos i wished i hadnt taken the paper..then maybe i cld have worked even harder..and not like now..worry if i needa drop a subject=X..geesh..but its over le..wat else can i do...pray lor...alot pple sure will tell me very difficult to fail and needa drop..but normally my zhi jue is quite accurate..esp if it's sth i am so confident abt..i mean confident bt failing..and my failing is not O...its F..really really fail..yah..ehhhh hope i wun fail larh..i think if i get an O right i will be very happy le..as in i think i will smile and be full of relief..18 october..hmm.

yupx.shall wait for tt day to come..meanwhile i shall try to enjoy...so promos aside..hmm 5 october quite special..haha..i slept at the time when i was bornt.=) at 2 am..cools rite..in my struggle to finish studying for chem...bet i was struggling in my mum's womb tt time too..haha..not struggling larh..maybe it's my mum who shld be struggling..oh crap why am i writing this..yah..anw quite happy..haha..cos at 1st when i arrived at sch no one greeted me with wishes..haha i tot everyone busy mugging so dun wana bother them oso..haha..then i started to mug..then haha suddenly all sing the bdae song..haha...and then everyone was like staring..haha..sooooooo ANTI CLIMAX can!! haha..its like everyone mugging then this gal bdae so sway land on promos..hahax..nvm but i very very touched and blew the candle with delight=D yah then later had celebration with oac..kk very touched cos two of them went to buy my prez despite the busy promos..hmmx..must thank them..my dear pawnees mates=) and the pressies really very meaningful..haha they noe me well...=P

yupx..then had a pleasant shocking surprise at night..which i shant elaborate..haha

2dae!!!! yea...we went to kBOX!!!=) FUN FUN FUN!!!!haha kbox always very fun de lah...and then was screaming and shouting away to vent my frustration out..lol...so fun singing...esp into a mike...always remind me of the times when i sang with my brother karaoke at home..and always ended up with me singing alone..cos they too shy to sing..lol..haha...wana luff cos my dear pw mate say my voice not bad..like SHE..duno why i say no appetitie..haha..shld say no mood...a slip of my tongue ..haha jux ate finish marh...yah but thanx lah..hahax..hong wo cos bdae jux over right..=P

yea..took neoprints..haha

hmmm kk i am 17 le...must grow up!! but i already drink milk le lor..stiu not growing..=P bleahx.nvm...ANW THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO WISHED ME HAPPY BDAE!!! haha shall not name them out..cos got too many le..thanx everyone..i feel sooooooooo loved!=) it great to have friends like YOU ALL!!! -->whoever reading this blog and whoever not reading this blog=D

spas are spas.

2005-09-19T20:11:00.000+08:00

='(

hmm cried alot today.

was expecting to do betta this time.but ended up doing worse. God loves to play tricks on me.

i don't feel like thinking bt it anymore. but whenever i hear tt stupid word "physics" i am reminded of tt painful sparstic spa.

i hated physics all along. but hc made me like phy for the past few mths.now i am starting to hate it again.

geesh i am trying to stand back up..hmm how to?.. when i lack the motivation to do so. i know this only contributes to a small percentage.but you must agree tt it's enough to jump one grade right...it's easy to comfort others but when these words were thrown back at me, i can finally understand how these words can mean nth at all..

pardon me for not thinking coherently now..but yah...

hmmx think i cried until very ugly today..after the whole thing i was like stumped.at 1st didnt want to cry...then i saw all the relieved faces ard me..n started crying..haix..i didnt feel sad...more like worried..yah thanx huili and clement for being there when i broke down in the lab..luckily they were ard..

ehhhh duno wat i writing now larh..doesnt make sense to me at all..yah but must thank yahting kailing and huiyi too...frenx i can always lean on..thanxs for all the concern pple..like yat fel awyong....

i will be ok.

pedaberyew

2005-09-17T20:54:00.000+08:00

i hate pee da ber yew..it's sucking away my precious time, ruining my study plans, ruining friendship, arousing suspicion, causing unnecessary stress, causing me to go crazy and berserk. they warned us earlier.i didnt believe.i hate life with pw. it jux sucks.

i feel so stressed.i want my life of freedom..grr. i hope 5 oct comes soon.or rather 6 oct.cos i noe no one will care bt 5th. yah as quoted by u noe who. wadeva. i expected it.

sighx. hope u hadnt been so direct. hope u hadnt been so indifferent.if not things wld be much different now. at least i would have the strength and motivation to carry on.but now i don't. just hope to see ur sms. tt's my only hope.

studying

2005-09-08T23:41:00.000+08:00

2dae i went out to mug with 2 sparstic guys..hmmx...

so they were late..then i was sitting at macs opp rv alone. bored. went to buy a cup of drink..was queueing..then i turned round..n guess who i saw..him....

my heart almost popped out..of fright and shock. yah no longer tt kinda feeling le..i was relieved cos at least it reassured of my feelings..but but..i didnt want him to see me alone!! then i duno wat to do lor..bleahx..so i truned round n pretended tt i only jux saw him..hahax then his eyes opened big big..walked towards me n asked me wat i was doing there..i said " oh i meetin my friend later to study here." i felt stupid. mugging?? haix..i bot my drink turned round.he stiu behind me. smiled slightly wo teeth showing.. he responded the same way then i walked off..i didnt even say bye..hmmmm...

then i sat down..toking to myself under my breath.yah..i tot the worse was over.i looked up..SHIT...LEE LEE MUI!! ahhhhhh...hahax..oh she is my rv phy teacher..this very very fierce teacher..hahax..i duno how to handle her myself..so i decided to jux pretend look down n read..lol...she passed me wo recognising me..phew=)...

ok so i was deep in my tots..hmmx thinking why i was so sway..scolding the person who suggested going there in the 1st place..lol..didnt notice two big bums sneaking behind me lah..lol..i really din realise..hmmmm..i was too bothered by the frightening encounter i had..hahax..yah..so the two spars guys sat behind me and diam diam lah..lol..i didnt realise till i received some spars msgs frm them..=X...

kk..yah heard alot of crap from them..hmm..haha very lame crap..lol..got distracted after a while..duno wat they doing larh..tou pai here and there..so stupid.....

n then we decided go for dinner..hmm went all the way to holland..cant decide where to eat..these guys arh..so po po ma ma...ended up at nydc..then one spars guy dun feel like eating there...the other suggested leaving the place..so malu larh..nydc leh!! ai yohx then i was so qi i fling my stuff accidentally n PIANG PIANG..haha my untensils dropped on the floor..wah cant stand it..lol..in the end jux stayed to eat..but i din eat cos i felt like puking..hmmx.....

yupx..so tts all..ate till 9 n we returned home..hmmx quite fruitful day..cos i was quite happy and yah they are good frenx=)...

kls bbq!

2005-09-06T01:42:00.000+08:00

yea...kls bbq 2dae..hmmx sth cropped up..so i went later..wah so few guys turned up..all mums dun allow...mugging at home more likely..bleahx..hahax.sorrie..but anw we had a great time wo u all too=P bleahx..hahax..so bad=P

okiex..so i played badminton with garbage rw..hmmx by the pao bah yi ren way..haahaa..someone set a topic and then we hafta say out the subject at each time we hit the shuttlecock..hmmx somehow as i see the shuttlecock cuming at my face i cant think of anything..lol...why am i sooo slow....haha..oh well..a fact tt cant be changed..hahax.

hmm trying to recall now..oh then i remembered slacking while nice pple like huiyi emily sam minyi meixuan fel jiaying prepared the food..hahax..lazy me~~~ thanx!!! had a fun time crapping to garbage~~ lalala...haha garbage are u honoured??=p

played some games..and then the gals were asked the ssm thingy..haha..only gave me 3 stupid options..lol..hahax..well one is my very very good friend..haha cant imagine marrying or erhmm him..yah so i decided to shoot him 1st..bleahx..stupid guy..make me stay awake till 2 plus..in the end i didnt wake in time for physics=S ai yah anw i think even if i woke up in time i may not go for phy oso..too lazy like i said..hmmx..

eh played the kls polar bear game which we didnt play for a long time...and oso the murderer one..hahax. so stupid the polar bear..in the end left me n kailing as villagers..then the two polar bears huiyi n kegan stiu dare to act!!! ai yohx..was screaming larh..hahax..so yuan wang4 lor..bleahx..lol..the 2 polar bears pointing at us and accusing us of being polar bears=X-_- hahax. but it was fun.=)

the food was nice!!! hahahahax..

took nice nice kls photos( i hope)...ooops sorrie tzeyi..i didnt mean to be so strong and scare u=p bleahx..anw i am not as strong as u think lor..as i said i was standing while u were sitting=P hahax..pls dun be scared of me!!=P hahax..

kk..go home...yaya i sat the same bus as garbage~ hmmx..yea..we were crapping and crapping on the bus..oso forgot wat we crapped bt..but i promised her to blog one para on this..which is quite fei4...hahax..oh well but i blogged=P

hmmx..i guess there is no way to remedy the situation..maybe we will stay like tt foreva~ it may be good to stay like tt after all..well i duno..time will tell lor..wat is most impt is tt all of u are happy=) if u are are happy..i guess i will be happy~ =) dunnit to worry bt me okiex...yupx..i m a happy go lucky gal n i can cope!! yea!! i am strong!!=)i am brave!!!=)

haha my gor n ma were discussing bt his r/s thingy with his gf ...hmmx stead for few mths sia..wow..impressed.hahax tot he cmi de..but wat they discussed really make me think alot..haha for a moment so made me quite disappointed with guys..but i discussed with my another guy fren via sms..and was reassured..hahax..maybe when we grow up we see things differently..love is complicated..hmm...got alot implications and considerations de..ai yah dun care..wait till i grow up then say..hahax.

stuck

2005-09-03T21:51:00.000+08:00

u all may not know..but i am always stuck in the middle?? and i can nv seem to get close to any one of u...=( nv tot of tt b4 huh?? sometimes u all go off in ur pairs..then wat bt me??

yea!! yest i had great fun..hehex..at kap..like duh..wat fun can i get frm tt place? tt place which i think all hcians frequent? hahax..no lah...of course it's the pple!! 4 CELSIUS rocks!! hahax..they are really very very funnie pple..brighten up my day lots...=p i am lucky to have such great friends...we really toked like real frenx..hmmx..somehow i can nv get this kinda luffter from conversations with my own klsmates now..well maybe we really nv sat down n toked like how i did with the 4 celsius pple before..tts y..haix..hcians are jux too busy for all the crap...even preparing for bbq oso got no time lah..=S hmm.yea...4 celsius u rock! esp pam grace abel sean gong yue=P it was so funny lar..esp toking bt special friends and bout the special balloon..hehe..

hmmx shining going canada le..xinying go off to uk le..i will miss both of them!! nearly cried ytd.=(

2005-08-26T23:31:00.000+08:00

the feeling of bliss and happiness that i have never experienced b4...=)))

hmmx..nth much happens these days..urm..bio spa?? i think ms soh really quite nice..cos she see me quite slow then was hurrying me by telling me "ok quick carry on.."..then after i calibrate the 1st time she looked at what i had and whispered good under her breath..hmmx..duno now the whole kls like dun really like her..but she was nice to my pw grp..helped us quite abit..clement appreciates her because she edited his EOM source lah..which was the experimental report..but i dun feel as much gratitude lah..oops..hahax..hmmx last time i tot miss liew was the worst of the 3 new teachers..but now i think she is the best~ really..cos she doesnt get angry..and this is the 1st time a teacher can make me feel guilty for not doing my tuts..hehex..cos i think she expected me to have done it..then when i tell her i didnt do..can see her whole face of disappointment..well other klses oso make her very qi kek one i heard..till she wana cry..

boo..i am a failure man..whenever i try to organise sth it must go flop..hmm or issit jux plain unluck...grrx..never gona organise things again..nv gona care about wateva wateva again..u all can do it.i give up!=(

nvm..i shant let it affect my mood..cos i got nicer things to think abt..=D i am happy i am happy i am very very happy=D

rc

2005-08-14T21:40:00.000+08:00

rock climbing..hmmx..i made a conclusion..go for the hard walls the 1st time u climb..cos u wun haf strength after tt..lol...really larh..i tried the same wall for 3 times..cos the top got one stone very very difficult to reach..and difficult to climb...booooo...really lah..hang there very long..cos my hands were like gona die le..when i finally conquered it and was let down..i felt sooooo relieved and hugged sab=) lol..the sense of achievement..nxt time i will really go for hard walls 1st..lol..anw i got a big orrr chei at my thigh cos i sat to long on the harness..boooo.

wah jingsheng is very very zai lah..bball so zai...climb walls oso so zai..think he's very strong!!!!!!! my idol!!=) bu kui shi 1st aid chief..=)

boo.confused.pain.

national day

2005-08-09T23:29:00.000+08:00

woo hoo...2dae celebrated mingswin's bdae with melvin kailing and yahting + the company of fireworks at marina square there...oh man..its like really very nice..hmmx..the company is the most impt..plus the fireworks..its like wow..i think it's the 2nd best national day i ever celebrated..haaha=) the best was during pri 5 when we got to watch the preview..lol..i like the stars fireworks and the very big ones that seem to be showering us..YEA!! we chose a nice spot..hahax..=) i bet sam's spot isnt as nice as ours..bleahx=P

yah..then we ate long john silvers in the open..hmxm i forgot to tell them i didnt wana eat..spent like 6 dollars on tt meal..haix..but it's okiex..since it's ms's bdae must make exceptions..and then melvin taught us how to dance the new dance with the new ndp song..SO FUN!! hehex..although they say got pple looking at us..but stiu...hahax..nice...now the song keeps ringing in my head...=) sung the bdae song and took some nice nice photos...played a prank on ms..he left his present on the bench..then i took it and hid in my bag..he didnt realise it until we reminded him..lol..ming swin ah..

yea..the fireworks rule=) i love it..=)

dilema.i don't wish to lose any.

ears pierced!

2005-08-07T21:42:00.001+08:00

yea..quite an experience..got my ears pierced at last!..lol..urm at 1st it was like really pain..geesh..yah..not really larh..i mean got tt burning sensation..then like ants biting like tt lor..but after a while the redeness went away..n i no longer felt the pain=) which is good..hmmx..i hope i will take care of it properly..and not let it urm get infectious..=/

thanx meixuan for lending me ur hand to squeeze during the process..and jiaying for peiing me..though u nv pierce..must go pierce kk..and we can get nice earrings together!!=)
yea..relieved=)

running

2005-08-05T22:00:00.000+08:00

yucks..still running..and then 2dae at bio lect when i was sneezing, one big chunk of sticky yellow mucus came out..i noe this is disgusting..but was quite scary..felt betta after tt..i guessed tt came from my fhlegm in the throat..=S
yucks again..i was looking forward to this national days hols so much..and then the teachers must be soooooo smart...dump sooooooooooo much hw for us to do..GRR...luckily i am not going for kayaking course lah..if i go i think sure cannot tahan one lor..in the end i will jux becum sick and then the vicious cycle in our clique will jux start again!! wah so interesting..hahax..so yah..HENG arh..
hmmx..not tt i dun wana update..but wateva i update will be so ambiguous again..and then wun be nice to read rite..
geesh..wat else..OHHHHHH i passed my 1st aid test!! wahahahaha..
sunday going to pierce ears......i m so scared lah..lol..tho i seem to be happy bt it..but actually i am scared of infection scared of pain lehx..and its not like injection after tt short instance jiu4 no pain le..the pain will exist as long as the 1st stud is in tt hole larh..lol..i mean..ai yah...2-3 weeks of pain leh..booooo...luckily got jia ying to pei me..=)=) jia ying betta dun pang seh me arh!!!

geesh..sometimes i feel tt i can communicate with u all..as in sometimes i will like haf nth to say to u all..well i noe i can be like quite boring..but but..not i want one!!..boo...it is jux me lor..i duno...i wish i can tok high and low with u all...but sumtimes it's really quite difficult..especially when we haf different interests...for eg, i really really dun like to read books..and i noe nuts abt those eng movie pop stars...hahax...ai yah i dun really like to watch eng movies or shows in the 1st place lor..i nv touch channel 5 in two yrs le!! lol..

urm tmr going for 4C reunion..i duno if i shld look forward to it..cos quite scary if u see everyone suddenyl change so much in 6 mths..even in hc u can see pple really changing larh...i mean looks..and then some pple start having bf..lol...*clap clap*

haha..i m really glad to be toking to u again..tho we sometimes really got nth to say..but i m relieved to always haf u ard whenever i need help or a listening ear..tho we may not be as close le..and tho both of us found new frenx..new shoulders to lean on...i guess..we are stiu gd frenx rite??=)=)

infatuation or true feelings?

no good

2005-07-17T11:22:00.000+08:00

grr i really hate this feeling..why cant i just have a happy life..wu you wu lu.

after reading yahting's tag bt mingswin..haha..funnie..cox i think last time i was like tt..keep logging on and off just to find someone..and then when i realised the specific time tt he always log online, i stopped logging on and off..i became smarter *ding* and logged on only at tt specific time..which is always like 9-11..but ever since i forgot bt him my log on time became 11-1 when my parents dun bother bt me...hahax..so there is no specific target to find when i log on now..sad..hahax.

hmmx sth happened on fri during pt..it is like for the 1st run..although the speed was fast..but i still cld manage..and i like encouraging pple..cox when i encourage other pple i feel encouraged as well...=)..yah and i dun really like how our pt works..as in it is not like how it worked when i was in netball..netball requires alot of team work..so u slow down to wait for others and encourage those stuggling to run at faster rate...well it helps..but now it is like we run at our own pace..and not everyone has the motivation to carry on..i think the way we are running is very selfish..it is like i dun care bt others..i need to catch up myself..TT kind of mentality..not good larh..ok anw tt's out of the point..the point is..after doing circuit we RAN again...and it was suppose to be a cool down run...not a piaing run...hmm...the way we run can really cause someone's life lah..well..cox a cool down run is suppose to let u cool down?? not to kill u..ok..so at 1st i was trying to run real hard..like how i did in the 1st run..and then i started feeling dizzy and out of oxygen..i felt like i was gona urm faint?? but i cont..cox i dun want to be a burden to the grp..yah..and then when i was turning the corner up the staircase..it all happened so fast..i blacked out..and collapsed forwards on the stairs..nv happened like tt b4..low bp prob again..now i cant really rem wat actually happened le..but i knew i was feeling rather giddy..thanx juli..u are a great fellow 1st aider...i luv u=) went to the toilet to weep for a while..urm jux some tears..but it's ok...i need it..when i got home i was contemplating if i shld tell my mum..decided not to..i will if it ever happens again.low bp sucks..my health sucks.

okok..so urm we stopped running..yah..but the thing is i guess everyone was rather relieved to have me fainting..cox the run cld stop...and everyone cld rest..

2dae we went for 1st aid course.surprisingly junhong and weeloon actually went for the course too...yupx..so we saw some articles...then got one gal blackout in sch and died the nxt day..hmmx.but she is overweight lah..so does not apply to me..but everyone started calling my name...as in "huiling....." *duh*..i luffed..i duno why on earth did i luff..it's not very funnie..but i guess it is natural instinct to luff? i duno...

i gave my 1st to a dummy 2dae..lame..hahax..had to do rescue breathing..and then had to like blow air into the dummy lor...geesh..1st aid theory is simple..but when real situation comes..i duno if i will panick..the 3rd degree burns were very scary..and all those deep wounds...hmmx..i hope it does not happen to anyone ard me..including myself..

=P

2005-07-13T23:37:00.000+08:00

my new idol- derrick
my new fav song- piano.

crap. bad mood.

dun feel like updating..haix..cannot express my crappy feelings in words..CRAP.

blocks are over!!

2005-07-05T20:21:00.000+08:00

yea!! the 1st major exam in my hc life is finally over...and i manage to pull thru!! hahax..seriously i not pinning too high hopes larh...if can pass will be a bonus..if i fail then jux learn frm the mistakes lor..hmmx..i jux dun wana retain...cox retain then need to take humans le...and if tt is the case wateva i learn this yr would haf gone to waste...so i will not let tt happen...*pray*..

hmmx lets see..actually got alot of funny things tt happen during the blocks...not very funnie lah..but jux "memorable" in tt sense.hahax..1stly i am sitting behind clement and beside jon for all the exams in the kls room..and i think i will still be sitting in tt position for the rest of the exams tt we are gona take...u noe very scary one lehx..cox frm the corner of my eye i see jonathan ping1 ming4 de4 write..then is like nv stopping tt kind..and he flips pages very fast!!..like everything oso noe like tt...very very scary..hahax..10 a1s de..clement arh..tho i cant see wat he doing..but oso very stressed lah..somemore he must sit until soooooo straight..block my view of the clock can!! like totally..then i must shift my head here and there to look at the clock...best thing is the teacher will look over to see wat i doing everytime..hahax..and waste my time trying to catch a glimpse of the time..so in future i betta carry a watch with me..hahax...

the teacher was not any betta..for both phy and chem the teachers will go to the back and stand beside me very long..at 1st i tot they looking down at my work...but then i realised they are jux looking at the stupid stuff put at the back..u noe those pictures or notices tt kind...distract me lar!!!!! grr...feel uncomfortable working with someone so tall beside me...block all the oxygen...hahax..crap..

kk..after bio i kept smiling to myself...cox everything is over!! then when they pass the paper down one by one i was gona luff out loud larh..lol...but must supress my luffter...especially the "qia" incident...hahaha..so funnie larh...where got pple jux put qia there one...lol...yah larh cannot blame him..his name wat..lol..

lalalla...it's finally over...phew..but thurs hafta go back to school!!..so anti climax lah...boo..cant they jux give us 2 more days of rest..will die meh?? then those f math pple very cham lah..no rest day at all..hmmx...

geesh...realise this blog has gone rusty since the past 2 weeks..

investiture

2005-06-18T23:00:00.000+08:00

yea..investiture was great.cox almost everything was a success..except tt i was feverish..and tt i was trying not to puke out anything other than the bubbling eno in my mouth..hahax..

kk in the morning had dance...i went there late lah..quite late..cox i was having fever stiu..cldnt really wake up..yupx..then we prepared the presents for our seniors and pawnees gis and rovers..HRMPHX..they didnt gif us anything in return!!! grr..despite weiqi's reminders..boooooooo..yah stj..we will surely chi duo duo to mi bu one!!

the torch was quite lame..lol..jux a few lightsticks in an icecream cup thingy..hmmx..the souvenirs are nice!!! very chio..3 cheers to those non perak pple for contributing so much!! the video was very funnie..and pro..all thanx to papa!! hmmx 1st aid presents were very nice..jux tt the tradition thingy abit...the eno was disgusting..u noe it was like those pple in fits..all the foam bubbling in ur mouth..yuck...i was like puking and when i tot there was no more..i opened my mouth and more came out!! ahhhh..terrible..survivors more cham..eat LIVE meal worms..oh yuck..

hmmx pizza hut..dunnit to say the table i sit in will always be the most lively and the most fun one..hehex..yupx..had fun choosing food...had fun eating them..and fun teasing each other..=) great!

it may be the last time i can ever talk to u again..but i didnt grab hold of tt teeny weeny chance..hmmx neither did u..so are we really spliting ways?

2dae went out with some oac peeps to try study at esplanade..got chased out of the library..then we studied at the concourse..later went suntec to eat..and study abit more..hmmx...studying outside is not a gd idea after all..cox i need my bed!!lol..yupx..my bed is very impt in my study life~~

perak

2005-06-09T22:49:00.000+08:00

yea!! i am back from perak..can't wait to blog all of my experience down..it was soooooooooo fun!! hehex..the precamps were not very exciting..but the perak trip itself was sooooooooooo exciting and thrilling..kk..

1st night- kailing and kegan and melvn came to send us off..thanx!! boarded the bus to yong ping then to kl then to go ping..haha..duno how to spell..shld be like tt lah..the trip on the bus not very active..cox everyone sleeping and saving energy for trekking the nxt day..then we reached those towns where we cld buy stuff frm..well..cox it's like quite ulu places...so not much to purchase oso..the food oso quite ex..yah cox tourist spot mah..yah..nvm skip all these...

nxt day- morning le..reached go ping and had roti prata for breakfast..then we headed to the campsite where we packed all the things and intro all off us again to the grp..kumari rocks!! our instructor's name very funnie..taufik!!!really!! it's his real name..hehex..lalala..oh yah have to say sorry to juli...cox i think i told her the wrong thing..or i see wrongly lah..then after she burn the mosquito coil her whole bag was like on fire like tt..haha..the mosquito coil was burning frm one side to the other..scary..then the worst thing is the holder was so hot it burnt her bag during trekking..ahhhhh sorry juli!! yah then we were showed ard the campsite..hmmx the toilets not as bad as i thought..at least got toilet bowl tt kind..the doors all had holes in them larh..so when we wanted to use the toilet need pple to jaga..yah..then the shower room got no door one..somemore is communal one..

trekking- we were told by the instructors tt jungle leeches will suddenly drop down on u when u go thru the jungle one..and they target the middle of the group cox they sense the vibration and react..then the front and back pple wun zhong4 the leeches..haha..juli paranoid..keep thinking of how to avoid the leeches..then in the end at night she really zhong4 one leech..somemore not at the jungle..at the river there..so funnie..lol..

ah....so we started on the trekking..hmmx our bags were heavy.but cox my grp pple so fun i didnt really mind the pain the bag was giving me...we trekked UP the BOTTOM of the mountain..haha so ironic...then we had lunch there..guess wat we had??SANDED kangkong..wow..sooo delicious...krak krak krak...

then nth much happened during the trek..jux tt juli and i were trying to sing..but we were panting as we go upwards...so cldnt sing much...then later weijie sprained her leg so she went with steph back to the campsite..apparently they watched madagascar...so good..and so cheap larh...only 3.50 sing bucks..grr...AND THEN AND THEN u noe wat..we had to cross some stupid bridge...oh man..the 1st one was ok..but for the 2nd one right we had to cross this PIPE tt was like 3 storeys above the river...with NO RAILINGS...WOW..at 1st i didnt realise..then later i realised..then suddenly felt my head spinning...ahhhhhh..then no one guided me thruout the pipe...cox the person in front walked very fast..then juli was behind me..but cox she was more afraid of heights than me she walked much slower...and then i realised i was in the middle of the pipe ALL BY MYSELF!!! ahhhhhhhhh then i told myself i needed to complete walking across the bridge no matter wat..so i walked really really slowly to the end..and tada..finally..but u noe wat..there was another one ahead!! ahhhhhhh...haha..traumatic man..if someone really falls there wun be anyone to save him lah..cox the river wld haf washed him away..and so high..sure hit the boulders one lor...geesh

kk..then we reached the dam..climbed down to the water..then threw stones..haha my 1st try was successful ok!! my stone skipped 2 times on the surface of the water...zai right...1st time trying ok...yah..then we pit our tents..had dinner..lalala..we were given quite alot of free time..so the bunch of oac pple + yahting + huili + yiyun had a truth or truth game..hmmx..hahaha..revealed alot of secrets...shld haf seen some of their faces when they told the truth lor..shldnt elaborate..but all of us noe lah...suppose to keep it a secret..yah..and we have a new papa..oac papa is sam!!!!=)

nxt morning- had breakfast...then we trekked back to the bottom of the mountain to wait for van to come..wah we ran uphill and downhill with the heavy bags early int he morning..so SHUANG...lol...not everyone run larh..mostly the front pple run..wah..so fun can..shiok arh...perk me up at once...=D

caving-ok so chapteh went river rafting and kumari went caving..yupx..the 1st part of caving was really urm...yawnx...lol..cox the guide was telling us which rocks looked like wadanimals..got elephant got tiger got monkey..got alot lah..yah..then we had to climb up all the steps to eventually reached a STEEP flight of steps..but cox i got height phobia mah..so scary..when i went down the flight of steps i was like seeing ALOT of steps...then when i wanted 2 step on the nxt step i was actually stepping on air...ahhhh...okok...then we reached the water part....but before tt we had to slide down this steep cliff..hmmx..from the top u see it's really quite scary...cox there are no steps for u..u jux have to sit and slide down...yah..then we crawled here and there in the water to finally reach the other opening of the cave..quite fun lah..cox nv tried caving b4..yup...but chapteh say not fun..hmmx..fun wat..lol..

after tt we had icecream outside..mr loy treated us!! hehex..then later our pap oso treated us to another icecream..hehex...=) no larh in the end i still paid him back...too nice to bully my papa..

kk then we had our lunch..hmmx we were at the river there..as we were trying on our life vest and all tt we heard someone shouting very loudly..so we turned round..then we saw this villager shouting at our rafting instructor ben..the villager suddenyl took out his own hp and threw it under the van..then still ask ben to pay..then there was this really big commotion...it's like a scene u can only see in drama serials larh..then the villager threatened to take parang frm his lorry...hid wife quickily come out to pull him back..wah..shld haf seen her worried look..and the children very dumb lor..sit in the lorry and watch as if nth is happening..like watching tv like tt lah...ai yoh...so our instructors tell us quickly take our lunch up to the hill to eat..yah..then we learnt tt the villager not pleased tt the river is used for rafting and tt they shld be paid for using the river..hmm and apparently he has no job..yah..but he threw his own hp!!! ai yoh...so stupid...later still got police come larh..we were so afraid our rafting will be cancelled...hmm..

rafting- had to float down the river to the other shore..haha..so funnied...cox i banged onto the boulder while floating..very funnie lah..but everyone oso banged lah..wah somemore i sat on the boulder lah..lol...duno how to move..then jux try pushing my way to the other shore lor...hehex.got onto the raft with juli steph and sam...shannon was in front and ben at the back...very funnie lah..our raft screamed the loudest and the sharpest..think sam really er long liao..cox we were screaming like siao...lol...anw we had fun lah...but the raft keep getting stuck at the boulders then we had to rush to the front or rush to the sides or back all the time..lol...sam almost fall out of the boat 3 times..haha..luckily we pulled him in time...but shannin dropped into the water once!!! AHHHH..hahaha..our raft very funnie lah..cox we keep banging into the trees...then shannon will give the " not again...." look...hahaha...luffing all our way back...then suddenly it rained very heavily..but we didnt let it dampen our mood..instead we had even more fun in the rain lor..haha...had a rest and all our us went down to the water to swim...still wait there and capsize other boats..lol..so fun!!!!!!!!! cont our journey..then as we banged into tress spiders dropped into our raft..got one spider climbed into shannon's shorts..lol...den steph was using her paddle to stop the spider...so funnie..haha...yea..end liao...some pple shiver until like siao..lol..

had dinner then went to chi chat as usual..

nxt morning..- suppose to be doing cip one..but the lady took the keys to the locker away...so no drill to start our work..hmmx..yah no cannot fix the doors..instead we went to the bigger cave to can guan....hmmx..quite nice.. carved " HC OAC" there..took some photos..walked back and sang songs...=D

played frisbee with the orphans there..they are soooooo cute but very rough lah..hmmx...then got one gal cried cox the frisbee hit her head..she was lying on the ground lah..juli and i quickly go there to TRY and help..1st aid chief mah...wah our 1st try at working as 1st aid chiefs..but no first aid knowledge..lol...so lame..but she ok le..=)

haahaa...so tt's our perak trip...i dun regret going at all..KUMARI KEBABA!!! TAUFIK KEBABA!! HUIFEN KEBABA!! SHANNON KEBABA!! =) though i didnt make alot of frenx thru this camp i got to know my oac frenx betta and had lotsa fun!!!=D=D=D

to see u smile is worth everything.

paintball

2005-05-29T20:03:00.000+08:00

hmmx..wah holidays just start only i feel so sian liao..it is not good to stay at home if you have no intentions to do any homework or watch any vcds..eh actually to be exact is no more vcds to watch!! got alot of story books for me to read though..but i lazy to read!! ahhhhhh so totday was a total waste of time..lalala

da gu come my hse to stay for 2 days..then she is gona take gor's room...which means i cannot use the com until late in the night for 2 days..geesh..at least i haf another com outside..haha..but i should control myself..so i decided that i shld not use the com later=) er..duno if i will keep to my promise..see 1st lor..

SIAN...tmr hafta go back for pw..then DANCE..arhhhhhhhhhh...should i quit or not...i duno!!! i dun really like dancing lehx..i won't mind if the pple inside are nice..but but but..ai yah u noe wat i mean..not say not nice..but jux cannot clique lor..booo=( why am i torturing myself so much..

kk..tok bt some fun stuff...friday had paintball..wah fun...too bad we only had 2 rounds...the mask make you very difficult to breathe..then after i run and hide behind the barrel i was like panting..felt for a moment like i was having asthma attack like tt..eh..but i kept my calm n breathed in slowly..then ok liao..sorry tzeyi!! didnt mean to hit you and cause you to bleed..no wonder u say ur skin very lan4..not only to the sun..but to physical contact oso...hmmx..paiseh..=X hope ur skin is betta now..paint ball shld be renamed as PAIN ball..hmmx those who zhong some shots all got bruises..but i smart..hide behind the barrel and only come out to shoot when the coast is clear..haha..=) fun...=P

then went to sab's house to play some lame stuff..nv play such lame stuff since pri sch lah..haha..suddenly feel so childlike..jenga was fun..cox i earned a meal..some pple think they very smart lor..bleahx..=P

2005-05-25T22:09:00.000+08:00

hmmx..2dae inline skating..fell two times..one not on purpose one..so wu gu!! jux cant stop...so grabbed emily..and i not say grab until very hard larh..then she so distracted..pull me until i fall..grr..angry..lol..nvm lah..but it hurts!

ok..then 2dae i did sth stupid..took the express bus instead of the normal one..haha tot it will reach my home..but i am WRONG!! lol...yah it went up the highway past my hse past holland past ngee ann poly then reached bukit timah plaza..the mister sitting nxt to me very nice..tell me where the bus will go.then i talk to him until i got down..oh man he didnt even realise i was from hwachong..our uniform still not distinct enuff mehx..hmmx..yah i tot the bus will end up in westmall or sth.but it landed like way b4 at bt timah plaze..which is heng arh...lol...so i got down and reached home so much later than expected..hmmx..wad an experience..

2005-05-24T21:35:00.000+08:00

haha after reading kailing's blog..hmm i also wana say and shout this out loud:

i am moving on~ !!

changi airport

2005-05-23T01:22:00.000+08:00

2dae went to the airport to send zinnie and meixuan to mongolia..haix..then i was thinking why did i withdraw from the interview..if not i cld have been on the plane now..happily setting off for korea...lol..

anw yah we went there and ate at popeyes..not bad got zhun zhun half the kls at the airport..not bad larh..considering that today alot pple go strings concert..hmm anw it was fun going to the airport with 75..=)

kk we ate at popeyes..which reminds me..oh man i forgot i still have mash potato in my bag..!! haha eating now..okok..back..we ate and ate..but later minyi n emily go down look for zinnie 1st..hmmx..so left us there..then sam was like pacing up and down...looking down..bet he was checking to see if meixuan arrived le mah..ok..so to prevent him from becoming to vexed we decided to hurry and go down..

then we found zinnie..but we cldnt see meixuan..so we stood there for a while..then sam went over to find the councilors..hmmx then we saw miss keung so we gave her the pillow..cleverly decorated by me of cox..hahax..yupx..saw meixuan..but now sam was not ard..so i was like asking quite loudly where is sam..haha..didnt realise meixuan's pa and sis in front of me!! lol..so they were like shh...den we try to cover up and ask where are the guys instead..but i heard her pa and sis were like looking ard to see who is sam..geesh..i wanted to call sam over..then as i look over..i saw sam like lifting his head as in like looking for meixuan larh..then he came over lor...and we took a photo..haha..we keep teasing them lah..after tt they were like pushing me..i didnt get it..but i realise i was standing beside meixuan..oH!! then kegan was like i got sth to discuss with huiling...meixuan can u move over..hahax..so funnie..

photo tt time, huili tell me sam walked one big round to get nearer meixuan..not only she say lor..huiyi oso say..and they told me like one after the other..so sure is true..ai yohx sam..

kk then the mongolia pple go take photo..geesh..they look like fun pple...really shld have gone for the interview lah..sigh..then the mongolia haf to go in le..so we toked to them n hugged them and wished then bon voyage..we were standing in a circle mah..for one period i was toking to someone else..then nxt moment i heard squealings..then i saw sam's hand..AHHH..bear!! started squealing too..haha..meixuan standing beside him somemore..haha.i bet her parents know liao lor..lol..then yahting re-enact the whole thing..sam stood beside meixuan and said : meixuan i got sth to give u..softly..hahax..so sweet lah..then we force them to shake hands..hmm suppose to hug one lah..lol

then we went to see planes..haix..too bad its like so many pple..if not sure very nice to see the planes one lor..how i wish can sit there with frenx overnight..then jux tok and lag ard...so peaceful so nice..yah look a while we had to go le..hmmx

on the train back we bian xian ge ji4 yi4 story for s A m..hahax..so funnie..shld listen to yahting say it..so pro..

yup..nice night at the airport..perak trip..pple must rem to send us off har...it's gona be so fun!!

another day

2005-05-21T22:07:00.000+08:00

hmmx yesterday went to support the hc bball match..wah same place same condition same number of pple..remind me so much of the previous netball matches i attended..only tt i was sitting at the vip seats..hahax..yah yest match was sooo exciting..

1st was the gals match..hmmx expected them to win larh...so i wasnt shouting..
then it was the guy's match..haha..at least someone i knew was playing..wah guys who play bball really very seh lah..hahax..yah but jeremin got suspended later i think...wat a pity..at 1st tot really no hope lah..hc bballers cannot shoot..but TJ bballers are strong in this aspect..so we were lagging until jeremin shot in the 1st ball..wah..at least got some hope we were cheering..=) but i cldnt shout much cox got sore throat..kk..but in the end hc boys still lost...but still very proud of them larh..at least they had the determination to go on!! yea..they were good=D then saw kirana and jason oso..hmmx they changed quite abit..didnt recognise kirana at 1st..

2dae went to orchard with kailing to find the teachers' present..still cant find miss tong's yet..boo..we walk n walk for 6 hrs plus larh..hmmx..in the end we decided to gif up..yah then sth happened b4 i met kailing..so malu lah..lol..

2005-05-14T22:41:00.000+08:00

yea~ the horrible week is finally over...the critical day of my week is finally over le..

kk..the whole week is SPAs and more SPAs..then friday was body lang plus SPA plus math lect test..

body lang- hmmx..we didnt even practise b4 we go up to stage lah..all the other grps got at least try once..cox we had to wait for cucumber pple..haha..by the time they make up and all we had to go up le..wah..time pass very fast while we are waiting..
kk..i almost bumped into a wall at back stage.lol..cox it was SOOO dark..cannot see our way lah..its like we are blind like tt..really cannot see anything..the light sticks oso no use one..so tiny..put there bai swee4.hahax..kk..so chinese dance went out..then i saw the audience..WOW..so many pple..hahax..didnt expect so many one larh..bet all last min go n buy frm the gate one..

then music start for ours..i open the curtain wanted to run out..but i saw the other curtain at the other side not open..arh..shld i run out?? then i saw weiyin..so i jux heck lah..run!!!

go onstage..wah..really shivering at first..but i jux hmmx try n dun think bt it lor..must be seh mah...then when we turned ard tt tym..saw the crowd..ai yah..actually not tt scary one larh..like no one there like tt lor..pretend tt its only rehearsal..=) so overall it was ok...except at the end when we pose..i fell..was expecting for the lights to go off..but it DIDNT!!argh..ai yah..dun care le..anw end le..=) then i heard my name..i was Soo HAppy~ hehex..
but when i walked down saw my oac mates i was like..diao..cox they shouted sth else lah..
must thank everyone who supported body lang=) and thanx for the gifts!!!

class dinner-boo..spent alot..and the service so lan4..yee..i will nv want to go sakae again ..think the suki sushi even betta lor..=( grr.n the neoprint cannot even fit everyone..=X yah..then melvin did some stupid thing there..haix..melvin ah..grow up=) hehex..but nvm lah..dun think too much bt it..if u are still thinking bt it tt is..

ATLANTIS- yea..it was great..hmmx..but we accused the wrong pple..lol..paiseh larh..in the end i think our grp was even more bad..wah feel guilty..but we still ran alot lah..n i suddenly feel tt my stamina has come back~ hehe..its even betta than PT..=)

so my grp avalanche got all the pawnees + meixuan. we have a grp cheer invented by me~ yea..

anw yah tok bt interesting check points..hmmx..sembawang hot spring..wah 1st time there lah..anw we had to cook eggs there..with the hot water..n then we had to put our legs into the hot water..so burning hot lah..wah we were like OUCH..put cold water oso no use lor..but later when i put in..wah very shuang..hahax..

kranji memorial..1st time there..wah think avalanche very urm..noisy..haha..but later we very serious lah..n out flower..broke b4 we can place there..hmmx..tried to bandage it..but cannot lah.ugly..

fareast plaza..wah..hafta find all sorts of funnie things lah..like 10 water melon seeds..lettuce..FHM mag..alot lah..grr..today is a day when i feel i finally brought out my brains..hehe...i contributed alot to the team can..wah expert in the west n central areas man...hmmx..guessed alot thing correct..found 2 pieces of fabric at the fabric cloth exhibition in toapayoh too=) hehe happy..

fareast square..[i bet u all duno where isit lor..cox we oso duno at 1st haha.]wah really ah.edward very zai lor..drink so much of the chilli hot soup..i drink abit i wana die le..so HOT!! ah..we read the article got some pple haf diarrheoa all tt one lor..woosh..gd luck to edward..meixuan oso drank alot..wah till all the tears all come out le..hope none of us fall sick lah..hmmx..to the person who fell sick..pls take care

yup..wah frm the 5th grp become..haix..dun say le..

kk..though overall very tired..but still very fun~ yeah...AVALANCHE RULEX!!!

arh...must take the 1 star course for kayaking..i havent got ANY kayaking experience leh..somemore must take alone..how to..sure capsize one wat..grr..how how how..maybe b4 i go n take shld go n try 1st...haha..by myself..maybe go with some frenx or go with my sis..anyone interested to go n teach me??hehex..can ask my clique..HOPEFULLY...=)

.now i know.

2005-05-06T22:16:00.000+08:00

think think think...
hmmx..nxt week will be a busy week for me..in fact i dun think i have time for myself..its either studying for SPA..or it is practising for body lang..geesh..
project work was really a headache..haix..but now tt we have approached mrs tan..i feel so much more assured..and i haf confidence in the project at least...only tt our project requires like alot of time..cox hafta do lotsa research interviews and EXPERIMENTS..oh well..dun wana think bt all tt yet..jux want the next week to pass quickly..
oh man..almost forgot fri got math lect test...everyone jia you..we can do it~=)
i realised tong hua very nice to listen to..cox i like guang liang's voice..very soothing and comfortable..=) but ah..sing until very sian le..

i duno..do i have a choice now? i need a hand.a shoulder.a listening ear.

2005-04-29T22:27:00.000+08:00

haha..wanted to describe yl nite in detail...shld i shld i not..haha..briefly lah..

kk..so in the morning i suppose to meet gordon at 1115 at commonwealth mrt..cox he stay very near my hse..so i tot can go toapayoh together..buden..i only reached there at 11 45..lol...cox of unforseen circumstances..b4 tt in the morning i was TRYING to pia hw..but unsuccessful lar.

so took the train..we went past rafflesplace and unknowingly cityhall..stopped at bugis took train back to rafflesplace..and then took train and went past city hall again to go toapayoh..so in total we heard "CITY HALL INTERCHANGE" 3 tyms..win..

then had lunch at toapayoh..went juli's hse to finish souvenirs..n yes..i rewrote mine 3 tyms..hahax..

yea..4 plus le..so we headed 4 safra..the place was rather small..but its not as lan pong as i thought lah..we helped to blow up balloons...decorate the place..then practised dance...came up with a lame way of welcoming the seniors..stood in a row near the door..then all of us look down at the floor..cw counted "123" then we lift our heads up suddenly to clap..so funniex..

okiex..urm cox i didnt noe wat the programme for tt day was like i was quite surprised by the coolness of the opening..hahax..the rap by tsewei n mark..not bad..n their dressing up as total girls..oh man..i duno how to describe..chio??somemore wear so bao4 lu4..diao..pink skirt..BEST..lol.

eat eat eat..if i hadnt got a stomachache i wld haf tot tt the food was very nice..really..the sauce very nice..hahax...

dun elaborate on the games..very sparstic ah..

then prom king n queen..haha..sam n meixuan so funnie..hold hands somemore lah..swing swing swing...lol..

kk..then dance!!haha..so seh..though it was so messy b4 the real one..grr..but i think it's still very nice..n yup..the seniors were impressed..

oac song..argh so nice..oh yah metas must learn kk..

hmmx..now wat shall i tok bt...oh..pi..sux lah..n yah..yest stayed till 2 am to do..then 4 am fell asleep..hahax..cox got insomia..very bad..i hate insomia lah..so sickening..kk..n to my pw grp..dun xiang wai lah..hahax..wo men shi bu ke neng de..he is like melvin to me..in fact..he is in the process of becoming my auntie..hahax..=O

yea..kk..finally updated~

2005-04-24T01:04:00.000+08:00

yl night successful..

2nite had yl nite..yea..very nice..haha..we did alot of hard work and all of it had not gone to waste..haha.so happy..

.guilty. sorry.

no mood to write details now..so late..leave till nxt tym.

lousy

2005-04-19T23:17:00.000+08:00

wah...feeling very lousy now..all because of the stupid physics test...i thought i did my best..but it turned out that i didnt change the units i forgot to multiply g to the mass to get the force..i forgot that the mass was twice of the other..in then end i forgot this forgot that..i hate this feeling..the fall after a moment of estacy..grr..

napfa..not bad lah..redid sbj n shuttle run...sbj sucks lah..now my knee so pain..heng i met my target..if not the pain so bu zhi de..

"celebrated" the "success" of our phy test with gordon n meixuan at bt timah plaza there..lame..

2005-04-15T22:56:00.000+08:00

I shouldn't have said. shouldn't have asked.shouldn't have helped.

disappointed.sadded.WHY..=(

bleahx.need you.

2005-04-14T22:19:00.000+08:00

sorry but i hate the tone that you use to speak to me.for your information, i am not your little sister.i am not there to let you vent your anger on.don't behave like you are right in everything.and don't think i can be easily bullied and that i don't have a temper of my own.i am just tolerating.i just don't wana make a scene.

2005-04-13T22:32:00.000+08:00

all the work to be done stressing me out..all the money tt i hafta pay...grr..pok..

hmmx..now the kls nv happen alot of exciting events..nth to blog abt..

oac..hope i will get voted in..pple..pls dun vote me out kk..pardon me for any worngdoings i haf done during yl..i promise i will be devoted to oac..if not i wont be able to find any life and fun in jc..apart frm my already wonderful kls lah..but i m greedy..i want oac!!..=D haha..

2005-04-09T22:08:00.000+08:00

yea..yl nite dance is completed at last...hehex..i think it is very nice..though its like so sparstic..but geesh..who cares...nice to dance..hahax..wanted to dance over n over again...to my surprise..i havent developed a sore throat yet..hahaha..cox when i taught gordon n the rest tt tym i really must keep counting loudly while i danced..quite tiring..cox must compete with the band n the thunder..hahax

kk.i practically slacked my whole day off..urm in the morning went to sch...taught the dance..then eat at ke ai ji..came home slept all the way to 6..woke up watch tv.watched somemore tv ate went to my neighbour's hse..then came back watched tv..haha..then now i am online...very slack rite..wah cant believe it myself oso..

haix..looked at the topics 4 gp essay..so difficult lor..dun noe how to start..geesh..sian diao

my friend jux asked me if i wana go see 5566 tmr..diao..i lazy lah..duno...maybe my liking for them die down le..yah..i m becuming more mature..=)=) so liane ah..grow up!!!hahax..

2005-04-08T22:06:00.000+08:00

council elections..yea..congrats to pple who got in..duno if i shld feel sad or happy lor..all those in oac who ran all got in..so strong lah..then oac left 7 guys only lor..even fewer than the no of guys in my kls..haix..shldnt haf voted 4 sam lah..haha..so bad..buden bu she de lah..see karin n him work so hard..yah..must support them..so GREAT..everyone is a councilor now..hope they dun drift away frm us..=X

dance..sian diao..2dae got some feedback tt the dance i choreograph 4 yl quite niang..eh not tt i want lor..i not very experienced u noe.n only got one brain..not much ideas oso..sigh..hope tmr when i start teaching them they will not complain..no one help me cum up with ideas too..haix..stressed..and then thye say the song very fast..sigh..zao zhi ru ci he bi dang chu..told them the song very fast liao..still want a faster song...geesh..u make me wana will be so much easier to dance to lahx..sigh..wadeva lah

2dae parents' day..haha..at 1st my mum wanted to cum..then later i called my mum not to cum le..cox gona be boring..then cw gordon n me decided to stay back 4 the reception..wait n wait..in the end only parents can go get the food..sigh..we keep asking pple to ask their parents help us kope food.lol...when the parents finally got in..we chiong to the reception there n got ALL the chicken wings left..hahax..got some cake too..feel so bad..cox cw overheard the food is scs' dinner..hahax..but so little food..eat wat lor..we wanted to return de..but ai yah..makes no diff i guess..

guess wat..when i got back home i was told my mum actually went for parents' day...n i didnt see her!!!geesh..so stupid lor..busy playing cards..n she say she went to eat at the reception too...ALAMAK..ai yah..greedy me..=P

oh yah..must add..thanks to john ng who bought 100 of the bands frm giordano..yah..200 bucks..wow..ya wow...hahax..very nice the bands..now i got 2 colours..hehex..

2005-04-02T22:27:00.000+08:00

when i heard abt it..i was quite disappointed..but when i went there...i was delighted.=)hehe

april's fool

2005-04-01T23:51:00.000+08:00

hehe...2dae april's fool day..really..it's such a foolish day..u will noe why if u have read melvin's and kailing's blog..hahax..

kk..so after school, we kailing me n huili decided to continue play bridge with jonathan, a guy frm duno wat kls, after yahting n fel went home..n then duno why mingswin saw mr chai at somewhere...according to ms, mr chai looks suicidal..hmmx..so he went 2 check on mr chai..so absurd rite..ok..nvm mind bt tt..n then melvin came along..sat at the kls bench see us play...after a while, ms came back saying tt he got news bt melvin frm mr chai..but he say he dun wana tell..so he walked past n i hit him.my intention-to bug him bt wat mr chai say..n melvin mistook this for sth else..(refer to mel's blog)..hahax..lame lah..

we play finish bridge le..huili needed to go home..so off she went..ms n jon went for co..left me n kl at kls bench..melvin changed and came back saying his hp n wallet are gone..diao..me n kl so freaked out can..started searching high n low for it..calling umpteen times..feeling for vibration..but the search was to no avail..hello..we even lifted up tt BROWN bag at the corner of the table..didnt see anything..

so we told melvin to go back to the toilet n band table to check..he went..meanwhile, me n kl kept calling mel's phone..n then we decided 2 call ms 2 ask if he took mels wallet plus hp...so melvin came back heard kl's convo with ms..suddenly kl luffed and asked ms if this was an april's fool joke..oh yah...cld be wat..ms so cheeky one lor..but after kl hanged up the phone n wallet still cldnt be found..so we asked mel to go welfare rm 2 check..but melvin die oso wun go..lazy ah..but he kept smiling..so as i walked with kl to the welfare rm i was saying if i lost my hp i will cry lor..but mel cld still smile...rich kia..hahax..checked but dun haf..

we went back to the kls bench n decided to call AGAIN..this tym melvin felt a bit of thing moving ard his bag..but cldnt really tell where..so we called again...n then kl say" no its is somewhere there"..near the BROWN bag..so we lifted the BROWN bag n tatatada..FOUND!!!..diao.i was hitting melvin hard lor..make us search high n low n being freaked out..hahax.. and when he found it he thought we had been playing april's fool joke on him...really..tt is so funnie..

but then WAIT A MIN..is melvin playing april's fool joke on us?hahax..we thought it might be...the moment we went to sc rm , he cld have place them under the bag..geesh..hahax..stupid but memorable incident..hehex..

yea...gd to see him luffing again..yupx..be happy n u will be happier.

yeah=)

2005-03-31T19:12:00.000+08:00

hmmx..suppose to be yesterdae's n3..but i slept like very early..so didnt get a chance to blog..hehex

ignore.noticed.happy. :]

hmmx..now i hafta choreograph 2 dances..plus i m learning one dance..i really think i will mix the dances up later lor..then dance the wrong steps..hahax..one 4 performance..one 4 body language..one f4 yltc nite..geesh..havent start choreographing i already run out of ideas le lor..hahax..yah like wad kegan say..can follow pple dance..but cannot choreograph..hope the body lang one seniors can help us..if not cham lor..hahax..

2005-03-29T22:08:00.000+08:00

dotx...worse..no improvement...out.

life sux.

sianed

2005-03-27T17:07:00.000+08:00

wah...look at yahting's nick i really sianed..duno wat am i doing online..geesh..i m really no good at words lor..duno how to tok to him..duno wat to say to him..jux hopes he understands wat we mean and how we feel..yah..go for it..dun give up halfway..=)

ai yah..i wana start work..but no motivation...grr..HELP..i promised to work on my resolution..but it is not working..i m even slackier than b4..haix..n i keep extending my dateline for continuing to be slacky..geesh..=( *cry*..

srry but this n3 really quite fei4..to keep my blog going..anw i hope the kls will return to usual..and hopefully no internal conflicts will occur..yah..we shld stand united as one rite..not zi4 xiang can3 sa..

break down

2005-03-25T22:13:00.000+08:00

why why why..why do i always haf this feeling..grr..every year it nv fail to cum to me..sigh..i really feel like i am breaking down..is there sth wrong with my kter..is there sth wrong with me?? maybe..but i have already tried to change..really..trying my best...sometyms i really put in all my effort but it all seems fruitless..am i not understanding enuff..am i not sensitive enuff...perhaps i am OVER sensitive..tt's why..ya..pple tell me try not to be too sensitive? and when i try, pple tell me i am not sensitive enuff..GREAT..i jux feel uneasy..and who wld listen to me..listen to me cry..='( i really feel so tired..no one notices cox i put up a brave front..no one cares..=[

left out in a world of my own.

2005-03-21T22:17:00.000+08:00

yox..very sian..now tt everyone is starting to pia..we have fewer and fewer pple blogging...then i got nth to do when i cum online..then no one to mass chat oso..geesh..

2dae 1st day of school..quite sian diao..tmr posting day but still got sch..grr..kk i am really quite scared for pple ard me..abit 4 myself..i really hope nth goes wrong and i get posted to rj or sth weird..yah..i hope they look at my 1st choice properly..haix..okiex..tmr will be a day full of joy and tears..ya..was toking to melvin jux now..jux made me feel more scared..4 him and 4 everyone else..oac members too..8 oclock...9 hrs plus left to go...i told my pa to sms me..jux in case so many pple rush to see and i cant see mine..yah..=S

kk..tok bt happy stuff..yea.2dae some pple went to sim to eat..it was sppose to be a kls lunch..but not alot turned up lah..so anw we were toking bt ccas..not tt pearls are gone..we can pursue our interest really..and xinyi was complaining theres no nice cca to join..yupx..aint i glad i joined yltc so i can be in oac..really..pple there are nice..except for a few..but all the guys running 4 council...i not going to vote for them lor..hahax..i want them to stay in oac..selfish but ya..if not no more guys left le lor...=(=(=( then they were saying oac very bad..only allow those pple who go thru yltc to join oac..2nd intakers cannot cum in..but really lahx..we spent those 5 days suffering together and the bond now is really strong..well only those who went thru the tekaning will understand..yahx..n yltc is to test ur endurance as well as ur kter..yltc made me see true colors of pple..=S

last yr got 40 plus join only got 25 got VOTED in..this yr only got so few..29? dunnit to vote le lor..cox not all joining plus pple running 4 council..unless they can oso stay in oac at the same tym..which is SOOO impossible..grr..i dun care i am not voting..though i noe they make gd leaders..yah..but still..they shld change the cheer to I WANA STAY IN YLTC..not i dun wana stay in yltc..

2005-03-17T13:12:00.000+08:00

yoz..i am back from yltc..hehex.actually wanted to blog yesterday..but too tired then went to sleep immediately..hahax.

wah..still rem all the precamps..out of 7 i think i went to 4..was complaining to everyone how small my grp is..4 pple..actually can be counted as only 3..cox edward only came on the 1st day..so fei4...a small grp has its pros and cons..we are small and so when cheering not much power..but we could stay very much united..hehex..

1st day- handphones and all other valuables were confiscated..nxt is hell of a tym..area cleaning..we were not allowed to bring things tt were not in our packing list..not even tissue paper..then we were told 2 surrender all the illegal items b4 area cleaning..so happily we went up to our dorm...and then the seniors(intructors) decided to do dorm checking..wah..really hell lah..cox we were told to unpack everything in 10 counts ( which meant u had to count frm 1 to 10)..and then when everything was not unpacked..we were told to pack everything in the bags again in duno how many counts and had them all zipped up..when tt was not done in time, the instructors decided to confiscate all of the unzipped bags..yah..so guess wat? we hd to share all our clothes..even undergarments...but from this we learnt to really act as one batch and not as individuals..=) oh yah..and we had to return counts..tt is to be punished in short for everything we did wrong..such as no being punctual and stuff..so we had a pt session..the 1st tym when my hand trembled cox of the push up position which caused my old injury to relapse..had to ask for my medicine.
pioneering ..building the structure.. ehx..though our structure turned out to be quite useless..but at least it cld be used for photography purposes..hehex..urm learnt how to do lashing..heeheex..and tie knots..oh yah..cox we counted the spars wrongly b4 and after buliding the structure we were given counts AGAIN..diao..really quite cham..and the instructors expect us 2 haf superb brains..duno hoe many counts for the yellow blue black green spars and hems respectively..diaox.our brain already half dead cox of the sun le where got strength to do mental sum..hahax..
recreation..learnt a dance..the 1st tym of the day wehn we dun haf to be so serious and can enjoy ourselves to the fullest..think the old dance is very cute~
night orienteering..quite fun lah..cox our instructors (shiwei and cheryl) were not fierce..then they always give clues..hehex..some tyms we cant ctach the clues they gif..then they very pek chey..hahax.

2nd day..rockclimbing..1st tym do rockclimbing..hehex..quite fun..only at the beginning my foot kept slipping cox not enuff friction..then when i took of my shoes to climb..was much much betta..only tt my feet began to hurt when i stepped on the small sharper stones..oh man..wenjun had to have 3 pple to support..then he kept banging against the wall...very scary lahx..hahax..not tt i scared the wall will break.its jux tt he like tt sure get lotsa bruises one lorhx..
combined skills..first aids mock.we were given a situation of a terrorists bombed area..then all the seniors acted as the victims..some had their eyeballs fallen out..some acted like they were having hyper ventilation..some acted as they were dead..hmmx..i tried to attend to the eyeball fallen person..n then i took a plastic bag to contain the eyeball..but i dun dare la..so scary..like real one like tt..so i passed to weiqi to pick up the eyeball...well..i must admit overall we didnt know our stuff..then was scolded lahx..had to memorise the defination of 1st aids while in our push up position..urm..my hand collapsed again lahx..cox of the pain inflicted by the old injury...yah..and i cried like siao..well i really didnt expect my self to cry lah..i oso duno why i cry..my tears jux cum easily..oh n i caused sam n weiqi to collapse..hahax..

3rd day...kayaking..didnt go cox of my old injury..so sad lahx..i think i will nv nv haf a go at kayaking lorx..diaox..n then i came back home to tag at our kls blog..had a gd sleep n bathed!!!hehe...not suppose to bathe 4 five days lahx...but i was lucky i could.hahax.when i went back i saw a whole batch of charcoal man...everyone so black n red..like lobster like tt..steffanie the worst one lor..and then they were telling me abt wat happened..got one fainted..got one sea sick until cannot paddle..oh well..but frm tt we learnt of the true colours of some pple..yah..
recreation..water bomb war game..our structure so lan pong..everyone kept attacking us..then in the end i jux stood there to let everone attack us..haha..think our grp the wettest one lorh..after tt we were forced to drink up 1.5 l of water each..

4th day..land ex at ubin..yea..i could go for tt..then we got lost..alamak..one hr lah..cox of tt didnt cover lotsa checkpoints..geesh..later had campfire..nice nice..our grp only got 3 pple..very sad..so everytym they ask for volunteers frm each grp only got so few choices lor..somemore weiqi was part of the emcee grp..
oh after tt had a tok with the grandseniors..hahax...duno why the grandseniors join our grp join arh join..in the end all rvians..hahax..chuanwei was so left out lahx..cox he's the only non rvian in the circle...somemore we sang the sch song..so anti climax..hehex..yea..RV rulex..

5th day..nth much..except the mass return counts session..oh man..duno why i so emotional cry n cry n cry..hahax..diao..ai yah..quite paisehx oso..duno why i so not strong mentally..hahax..physically oso not say very zai..partly cox of my stupid hand..oh man..my hand was really pain lah..then we had to form a circle one do super man one do push up position..hahax..then i cld only do super man..when my turn came i jux rushed..no wonder i was so fast lahx...was doing it the wrong leopard crawl..hahax..hen changeover those doing superman do push up position..hahax..then they say i cannot do must fall out..then i started crying..oh man..duno why lahx..then i said i wana do somemore..hahax..ai yah..duno lahx..then i see liping's reaction..cum to think bt it..quite funnie lahx..cox she jux said"okok..do anything u want.."..ahhax..ai yah duno why i am sooo weak..then after the whole thing we formed a circle n pat each other on the back..so sweet..haha.then i started crying..AGAIn..hahax..noticed all the rv pple all cry ...haha..rv pple esp emotional..oh n the shirt is very very nice~
campfire w/o the fire..hehex..quite fun..had the dance..n miss yl n erbu competition..oh man..the erbu really er lah..n miss yl really chio..hehex..so funniex..
yea..then had the auction thingy..oh man.duno why pawnees so stupid bid 4 tissue paper lahcox i was thining..white and in a roll..marshmallows??..hahax..diao..but luckily later we combine with navas whixh is sam's grp..then won sth quite nice lah...sprite ice..
BEST SPIRITED GROUP..PAWNEES!!..hehex..yeah...3 pple but still can haf lotsa spirit and enthusiasm one okiex..yea..took pix..

kk..overall..the food is quite edible..i like the fruits best..this camp has taught me to be more independent and appreciative...really..lastly..jux wana say..CHUAN WEI . WEIQI . EDWARD . ME . our GIS. WE ROCK!!..yea..yltc rocks!

ai yah..sat still needa meet up with the pple to get stuff back..really cham lorhx..some pple had to bring back a full bag of undergarments to wash..hahax..but mine still not tt bad..only got two bags of wet clothings..yah..

sleep over + release of results

2005-02-28T22:46:00.000+08:00

hmmx..now i m really tired..cox yest had the sleeppver and 2dae still go huiyi's hse after going kap..so tired..but must type one n3 1st..hehex..promised myself to do it...so here goes..

yest at em's hse..yea quite alot of pple turned up 4 the kls gathering..so cool..n i went there without doing any hw..hahax..n wo bringing the bio ws..hehex..but yah...we watched abit of the kungfu hustle n vcds..then pple started leaving..my heart was yi yi bu she like tt..kk..then bren sam melvin n me stayed over at em's hse..urm crapped in the rm..with aircon..listen to music..then countdown 4 fel's bdae...but apparently the com's clock was too fast...so we counted down frm the wrong seconds..hahax..so stupid..we realised it was 12 mins faster kk..nvm..

kk...later we had ironing services provided by emily..lol..oops..but rv u really quite diff to iron..ok..then 3 am le..em n i went to sleep..the guys slept later..like 1 hr later i think..planned to wake up at 430..but woke up at 540 instead..gosh..so we rushed n rushed..but in the end we reached sch early..well...i didnt feel comfortable at tt tym cox of bus sickness..

okie...results release..had a heart attack..cox i saw all As..but then..alot of 2s...so scary..i tot its like my prelims..all 2s then becum 12??!! oh my gosh..n my a maths..got a2.aanv had a2 4 amaths b4..so quite disappointed...buden when i counted again n realised got 7..i was very very happy..hehex..cox can stay in hc..then when go kap..i was like diao..they were comparing how many a1s they had..i m the kind jux nice get 7 one lah..got so many A2s..cant be bothered..was jux thinking if there is a need to compare..oh well..wadeva...

i really hope everyone can stay..cox 75 rocks.~

busy and tired

2005-02-23T21:46:00.000+08:00

haix..nowadays haf absolutely no time to do anything..everyday going to school looking like a stupid panda..no strength at all..oh well wat to do...i asked 4 it de..

hmm..sorrie to those whose bdae jux came n passed wo any proper gift frm the kls..guess i ve been neglecting my duty as welfare rep..hmmx..hope i can be 05s75 welfare rep for the rest of the yr..well i will be if i dun get kicked out lah..*praying hard tt i stay in hc 75*..sigh results are cuming out real soon..worried..stressed..everything..i gona hate the moment when we hafta receive our results..gona be so..*sobz*..sure gona cry de~

okiex..now for the funnie n happy stuff..yea..we spent our chem n math tut lesson writing for each other nice notes..wow..i think it is so meaningful..i will keep it forever lor..i m so touched by all the notes i think i will cry the nxt tym i read them..well now i already haf tt temptation..=S..hehe..managed to get EVERYONE to write for me..woohoo...75 rox~

lastly i jux wana say
THANK YOU 05S75 FOR MAKING MY 3 MTHS IN HC FRUITFUL AND MEMORABLE..I LOVE ALL OF YA~=)

05s75

2005-02-09T21:13:00.000+08:00

eh..can u all hear the music in my blog ah..cox i use diff coms..some can hear some cannot..so qi gek..tell me ok..tag at my tag board..

hmmx..b4 i go on to the descriptions of pple..urm i betta note down my feelings right now..dun wana miss it...yah..oh man i cant believe he said hi to me..i was so excited=)=)hahax..n after tt he even confirmed with me my name on the bus..=D..hahax..*grinning widely*..happy happy happy..

urgh..can't help getting jealous

yea...nian chu 2 le..later got some of my msia relatives coming..urm..not some..its ALOT..hahax..14??oh man...my hse oso not say very big lorh..duno how to squeeze so many pple here..hahax..oh welll..they are like cuming REAL SOON..so i betta finish the descriptions 1st..hahax.. gona be like so close to release of results..the descriptions are so tt i can rem u guys even if i needa transfer to other schs..CHOY..*touch wood*..really hope everyone can stay..including me..hahax..

promised kailing i will start off with her 1st..so here goes!!!

kailinghmmx..my bestest bud..jux can't stand her change of moods sumtyms..hahax..and she is one person whom i will not dare ask to pei me go toilet with...lol..dun get offended ok..er..but overall she is a nice gal to tok to..very crappy oso..yah..and u sort of like noe all my secrets??so betta shhhh...=P
ruo wei ehx...one who leaves the deepest impression on me since the 1st day.cox she was sitting nxt to me in kls on the 1st day..and i remembered trying very hard to describe her to ms yeo..hahax..cum to the "why cum hc part", i went.."oh yah hor..why arh??"..hahax.. luckily the kls luffed...if not i wld have been so paiseh..
ying tang..haha..jux noe him abit betta..cox he's in my gp grp..at 1st i really tot we wun be able to communicate..but lol...he is actually one crappy person! yah..very nice person..but i think we are very bad..as in kegan and i..haha..leave everything to he n justine..well..who ask them to learn hist in sec sch..hahax.
huiyi hehex..one of my clique members..hmmx..very nice..always helping me in chem..yea..crappy person oso...well who isnt crappy in our class rite..hehex..and my fellow CHICKEN mate..lol..well i realise we got alot of things in common..maybe cox we are all HUIs..HUIs rules ok..well i am not sure abt the yi though..lol.

(relatives came...so anticlimax..)

justine netballer!!yea..can talk to her bt netball stuff..the oldest in our class..[yar..so wat? doesnt mean u can bully me ok..bleahx.haha=p] and she was apparently lamified by me during her bdae..cox i sang to her duno how many tyms of bdae song..and even tried to pyscho her when i was sitting nxt to her during physics tt day..hahax..i like her smile!!
sam a very talented person..noes guitar, art, gymnast, and duno wat not...hahax..a lame person on his own..likes SHE alot..but the 1st day of sch when he intro himself, he said he liked sun yan zi lah..i feel so cheated...hahax..still told him a long story bt how close yanzi's family is with my sister..grr..but nm lahx..
minyi oh man..now then i noe how crappy she is..as in she really can gossip!! i didnt noe quite a few things until she told one day at the canteen..hahax.now i noe the meaning of dun judge a book by its cover..hahax..she is very commited to co..not only to hc co but oso has external ccas--co..n apparently she calls it "PYSCO"..haha
meixuan yea..my fellow oac mate...the 1st impression tt she leaves on me on the 1st day of sch is like totally changed?cox initially i tot she is a very quiet person..but she is actually very noisy one lah.and i rem she always diao the starch during war game.hahax..poor girl..yah yah..i noe we still owe u scotch tape..=0
melvin my GOR!!.hahax..was so shocked when he smsed me one day..cox i asked him who he is..and then he replied me"your brother"..i was thinking when did mr gor change hp no..hahax..he is a very bhb person...yah..n always crapping..oh well..used to it le..anw stop being so niao1, nua3, and no backbone ok..
jiaying wushu gal!!..hahax..duno why tt is the 1st thing tt cums to my mind..oh and good job to ur performance on new yr eve ok..=) she was my partner on the 1st day of sch i rem..cox i was asking her which cca is she in..n then she told me wushu..i was shocked..hahax..then i went"wu shu??"..haha..diao..cox we haf no such cca in rv mahx..
fel yea..a very helpful gal..but oso very slack person..hahax..noes 1st aids..so nxt tym if i feel fainty can go and ask her 4 help..[well hopefully she will help...haha]..bleahx=Pi nv knew i look tao when i dun smile until she told me..hahal..i guess it is true..frm then onwards everyone is telling me tt..oh well..
tzeyi A clever person!! haha...oso very cute..we nv tok much..oh well..i only rem tt tym when i was claiming back my 7.90, he gave me 10 and then said "2.10 back, acording to my calculations.." i was like diao...haha.not used to pple toking to me like tt..anw n then i gave him back money n he went again" nice doing business with u ".. i was diao again..hahax..cute person.
jonathan urm..reminds me of cheemology..hahax..cox of the n3 he jux written in the kls blog..really..*eyes open wide wide*...it's such a waste tt he doesnt go into humanities..haha..hmm..oso a sensitive person...sumtyms can be over sensitive..well..u can learn to take things simple mindedly an relax!!=) i am sure u will find it easier tt way oso=D
ming swin oh well..wat can i say..childish person and oso very irritating..hahax..bleahx=p i still think he looks like mr kia su..[and pple..stop insulting baby tasmania ok..he doesnt look like baby tas!]..anw dun take anything i say to heart ok..i m assuming tt ur heart is very strong since u can run quite fast..hahax.i am being lame again.=P.n dun say "CO sux"..he will han tam u 1.
sheldon the brain!urm..my fellow CHICKEN mate oso..hahax..and i realised he likes toking to the table alot..oh well..maybe he is shy..hahax..oh yar..i rem le..tt tym we were toking bt ccas..then he say he was in tennis..i asked "table tennis or the real tennis"..then duno why ming swin suddenly so huo da..say" eh dun kan4 bian3 ta lehx"..i was like "table tennis very lan4 mehx.."haha..=S..
junhong fellow rv sch mate and og mate...well last tym i see him b4 in sch..tot tt he is very enthu tt kind..urm..buden i realised he likes to hang out with rv pple alot..not very gd ok..=P try to mix more with the kls..and i oso duno why he so free..everyday pairing pple..making everyone seems so scandalous like tt..hahax..is there a need??=P oh well i must admit it's quite funnie.
kegan urm my bus mate and oso the responsible CT rep!and dun look at him like very innocent like tt..actually he very se4 one..hahax.."cum baby cum baby baby cum cum"..hahax..*rotgl*..and sumtyms i think we are very bad lah..cox he keeps shouting and shouting..trying to gain our attention..buden we jux ignore him..lol..poor thing..=S
yah ting yea..one of my gd frenx in kls..fellow rv mate oso..very cute gal..well i think she is the cutest in kls..*take this as a compliment ok*[but rem the definition of cute??hahax]..ai yah seriously, she is a nice gal..only tt sumtyms she can be quite sacar in her remarks..he luffter is very distinct oso..hahax..=) but not as distinct as clement's and brendan's one lahx..=P
huili yea..my gd friend..oso my confidante on some matters..dun worry i nv blame u 4 me getting scolded ok..wana blame oso shld blame the person who scolded me mah..haha..[jux kidding ok..]..well dun get too bothered bt u noe wat..certain things rite..once u let go u gain the freedom..so cheer up ok=)
clement haha..1st day of sch i found him soooo familiar..no wonder lah..same pri sch de..anw his luffter is oso one of the most distinct..and i realise he got a zhao pai dong4 zuo4..tt is to sweep his hair back and to haf two hands over his face when he laughs..hahax..he is always luffing i nv really saw the serious side of him..until during phy lesson on mon..dun let tt matter disturb u too much ok..cheeriex=)
yaozhen haha..duno to say he aqua or wat..maybe he shld like act less or else he will really becum gay 1 lorhx..i dun rem him being so sissy last tym lah..until rainbow club is set up...anw rainbow club like going to collapse le..maybe we shld gif him a chance to start afresh and learn to be more manly??hahax...
brendan haha..remind me of huiling..oh well..we shant tok bt tt here..urm i think everyone shld agree tt he is the most shuai in kls rite..jux tt kter wise..haha..not too shuai4..but we can 4gif tt...well he likes to laugh..only tt sumtyms i think the luffter abit fake..hahax..dun take it to heart ah..oh n he is oso a childish guy..are all tchs guys like tt??so childish??hhaa
emily u may think tt she is a quiet person..but if u noe her well enuff, u will realise tt she is oso very lame lorhx..y lime..i think shld change to y lame..hahax..lame..oh well..nice gal to tok to..and always pei me go here go there..now tt her knee got some probs..well rem to take care ok..dun jump around too much..*huggiex*..hhaax..[sound like pampers advert]
karin i still rem i had some difficulties pronouncing her name during the 1st week of sch..cox it sounds like caring..so weird..hahax..i think her eng also very powerful tt kind..haix..pple like her can help to brush up my eng abit..=)orh..speaking of her will remind me of huang cheng..hahax..the cca which i quitted after going 4 2 sessions..
xinyi urm..preferred to be called awyong..but awyong sounds so weird..ok..after knowing her i totally forgot how to pronounce my other friend's name..[xin ying]..her motto..train hard play hard study hard..i must pei fu her on tt..cox i really cannot do it..oh..n i dno why..whenever i tok bt 75 to rg gals their immediate response is.."ohhh awyong's kls...".hahax..

YEA..i finally finish typing..oh man...nv knew it can be so tiring..hahax..take so much time oso..kk..with this i think i will remember 75 foreva=)...75 rulez ok=p=P

shopping.

2005-02-07T21:14:00.000+08:00

yea...erm jux started this laptop again..quite pissed off lorhx...cox jux now when i started the com i was happily doing my own stuff..then kailing toked to me..n i pressed on the taskbar..duno why my taskbar suddenly bu jian4 diao4.then cannot come up..n i did some other stupid stuff to make the whole com jam..hahax..u noe laptop cannot restart one rite...so i was again trying to figure out how to get out the stupid batt..n i unscrew here unscrew there in the end got my pa to help...hahax..ai yah so stupi is jux press a button n the batt will cum out kind lorhx..i m like diao..

anw tt's not the point ok..the point is 2dae we went shopping to get vdae pressies..4 MELVIN to be precise...haf u seen anyone as bhb as him/ fancy 5 gals to buy pressie 4 him..n someone request us to buy 2 each ahx..oh man..n we walk n walk..i was gona die le lorhx..cox our bags were so heavy..and our backs were like collapsing le lahx..then we heard the FAC DANCE SONG at one shop..i was then reminded of shopping spree on sat when kailing and i heard the music 4 like 4 tyms in a day..hahax..urm 4 details of the sat shopping spree, can refer to kl blog lah horhx..

oh...and i m really really glad tt everything has turned out fine..like everything is going back to normal..urm except for one thing..but other than tt..well i m satisfied with wat haf..hahax.gd frenx..i m like really touched when some pple said i was their best frenx..hahax..yah not joking ok..=P

yea...2dae i saw him on the bus!!the other tym when i wore RGS uniform, i saw him at the bustop wearing his RI uniform..i was so paiseh lorh.he noes i m frm rv de lahx..cox we take the same lift.hahax..oh man he has like becum taller n more cute n more WOW..lol..basketballer jiu shi bu yi yang..hehex..oh well although he is like 1 yr younger than me i feel so childish in front of him lorhx..n i think he is much more mature than any of the guys in our kls..tts 4 sure..he is so cool n tall lahx.ok i will stop being hua chi 4 now..

dotx

2005-02-05T08:56:00.000+08:00

caring for your own image.
hearbeat.
noticing from afar.
not knowing why.
thinking all the time.

this is it.

banners

2005-02-04T23:40:00.000+08:00

yea..we finished with the cny banner yest..but we are still left with the stall banner so pple be prepared to stay a while after sch to get the banner done on mon...=)yea...i luv 05s75 more n more becox we can crap..hehex.=)

haix...quite sadded..cox i shld haf planned some surprise 4 him or sth but in the end i m jux contributing a little money 4 his prezzie..haix..duno..maybe i cant be bothered le..cox we are drifting apart..and maybe i am numbed..sigh..

smile=)

2005-02-02T22:04:00.000+08:00

haix..i hate putting up a brave front..it's very tiring..sometyms i am forced to smile though i am not feeling good...why has my life become so pathetic..diao..

i can't forget and i don't think i ever will.

ubin orien hike

2005-01-31T18:54:00.000+08:00

hehex...yest return frm ubin hike...slept frm 3-7...then slept at 12 again...hahax..2dae when i came to sch i was goan fall asleep during lectures..esp during bio..asked for a sweet..hehex..woke me up quite a bit..

ok..tok bt ubin trip..ASTERIX~ my group..very small...cox some pple quited last min..quite sad..left with only 2 boys n 4 gals..no power when doing the cheers..but overall still quite fun..my group got one gal damn enthu..carry the jungle belt all round...n we brought lotsa food...which is good..oh man i luv the mashed potatoes lorhx..thanx to our GIs..very nice pple..

at 1st we went up the boat to ubin...i felt so giddy during the ride...but must pretend i was ok lahx..haha..act sei..anw when we reached we walked frm checkpoint to checkpoint playing lame games...along the way sang some songs..hahax.."the song tt nv ends.."

ok..then wat i had fun most was during the captain papaya game n waterbombing session..of cox the campfire too.. got quit dirty cox the papaya squashed while we were trying to catch it..then my whole hc pe tee was full of papaya n mud..plus rust from the jungle belt..hehe..wore tt thruout the ubin trip...quite dirty but who cares?hehe=p

campfire-->shiwei had to light the fire..then he took the stick n the front part dropped to the grd..it was burning and CLEVER shiwei went to step it thinking tt he could extinguish it..in the end his shoe caught fire..hahax..so scary lorhx...had the items put up..think our item very lame...but it was fun rehearsing 4 it..we did it 20 mins b4 the campfire..hahax..

n then i had to go up with a guy to play some game..sppose to act out "JIE KOU" the jay chou song...i knew how to sing it lahx..but the guy in my grp who went up with me ah..he doesnt listen to eng or chi pop..so sad rite..so he jux blur blur stand there..i oso duno wat to do..hahax..

solo walk...haha..i m very scared of the dark de lor..so in the end i went in with another guy frm my grp [gary]..not tt scary lah..but luckily he went in with me lor..after the 3rd lightstick i was quite blur..cox got a curve..n i nearly went there..but we actually had to follow the straight path..hehex..seem like i am such a coward..hahax..i m scared of heights..but the dark is even worse..

k then the nxt morning we had to walk back to the jetty...had to dress up one of the guys in our kls as miss ubin..n one of them was so gross lorx..they used 2 bottles as the chest..n he asked shiwei to drink frm the bottle..so sick rite..

went back..n we sat in the bus..all of us fell asleep..liting zhui4 shuang..lie on my arm somemore..hahax..i dun mind lah ok=P

kk..every1 is saying i look super tao when i dun smile...but u cant expect me to be smiling ALL the tym rite..hahax..ok..i shall try..then i like siao zha bo like tt..

shall be waiting.

another day=)

2005-01-28T17:52:00.000+08:00

REmEmBEr to TAG at my tag board after reading ok=) i wana chat=p click at the replies link

oh man i hate it when ebloggy crashes..all my contacts are gone! and how on earth m i gona keep in touch with my RV frenx??hahax..got msn lahx..but haix..

yeaH!!tmr i am going to UBIN! hope my trip will be very very fun=) my grp quite pathetic..now duno got how many pple only..some quited..n at one of the meetings i was the only one frm my grp who actually attended it lah..which is SOOO cham..hahax..tmr all my grp members betta cum..or else ahx..=P

angel n mortal thingy..great...i duno wat to say to my mortal lor..maybe can start with some lame topics lahx..but still..ai yah..i duno if this game gona persists oso..like not very fun lahx..some pple exchange here exchange there..some pple (like me) tell my gd frenx who my mortal is..ai yah it is like inevitable tt kind..hope my angel will be someone whom i can really crap with n outgoing..well everyone in the kls is like tt lahx..hahax..so i guess nth to worry abt..jux dun gif me so weird pamelo[is this how u spell it?] can le..hahax..

~~ok..starting to feel sth..but it's jux the begiining..no one knows bt the future=P~~

=S

2005-01-26T21:22:00.000+08:00

hey..duno why but i am avoiding him..whough i only knew him like 4 2 days..but i cant help turning away when i suddenly saw him..nope..no adrenaline..but it's reflex action...[hehex..nm if u dun understand wat i am toking bt here=) ]

erm...almost finished=)

2005-01-25T23:08:00.000+08:00

this blog is almost finished le..jux change some colors here and there...and hopefully find the comments html links for my n3s..and i will be done!!hehex.so jux wana try out some stuff here..

anw life has been rather fulfilling so far in hc..got to meet very nice classmates..05s75 rox! though over the past few days ive been feeling rather streesed and unhappy..now i am happier cox everything has been sorted out..so woohoo=) 3 cheers 4 my life! hahax..

anw i jux noted how some pple in my class view of me..qt sad...do i look tt fierce.or tao..."wateva"..hahax..nice phrase~kk i wil smile more often...=)

hehe

2005-01-23T01:14:00.000+08:00

yoyo testing..