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Wednesday, March 07, 2007

hoho i know this is kinda late but yarh received A level results on friday. I wasnt really as nervous as I was when collecting my O levels results, but still quite nervous. I was hoping that a miracle will happen. Saw many happy faces before collecting my own. Of course there were people tearing of sadness. I prayed that I would be tearing not of sadness but of happiness after receving my results. My turn came and a surge of disappointment went through me when I didn't receive the pink award presentation day reminder slip. I saw many pple with it. I knew it. I must have scored real badly. Took the courage to look at my grades. k not bad. just my gp=x But I had done my best. The 1st thing that came to my mind was--Shucks no more scholarship for me. I called home to tell my sis. She said it was alright, and smsed me that I should be able to get a scholarship. sighs. mebbe the most i would get is a local scholarship.
HAH my friend cried of happiness.
WORK WORK WORK. and more work. Now i have to take out some time to seriously think about my future. Sort of decided on the course that I wana take. But I don't feel like being a researcher. And most of the organisations offering scholarship for my course are all into research. Oh i hate this. Having a headache from thinking of which unis to apply to and my future plans. Oh yarh not forgetting the backup plans. AH. hate this. oh and I forgot my promo results. GREAT.

back to work.

dReaM |aHead| @ 3:38 PM