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Friday, June 30, 2006

yea exams are almost over..well as usual i feel bad after the papers..cos i know i wun do well..and most importantly the papers will normally prove my stupidity and how my studying method just doesnt work..yup after every paper i will just feel more stupid..and feel demoralised cos i may just pull the kls average down and not meet my expectation..bah..sian feeling...and it has been so ever since years ago..but i cant help feeling tt way...the feeling is worse when your thoughts start to drift to the earlier paper while studying for another..and you realise some of the careless and dumb mistakes you make..right..stupid..tts the word..BUT im fortunate..cos i haf frens like SAB who will reassure me..hahaa..she's right..why allow a paper to determine your level of intelligence?? bah duno if im making sense here..but right i just feel stupid larhh...OH and UNFAIR...cos the amount of work and effort put in is not proportional to the results obtained...tts for stupid pple like me..yesh..like other pple can spend very lil time mugging..but they STUDY SMART and obtain bettA results..sighs..argh..yarh i was thinking why i didnt go into poly then..ehh cos i wanted to make more frens in jc..if not poly wld be fine for me too..haha..wanted to study and become optician..=D but now cannot go into the eye field alr..cos my gor say eye doctors very hard to become...hmms cos can earn lotsa money and alot pple wana go into it=x ANW i dun wana be a doctor..haha..dun think i can cope with the stress larhh..see my gor alr like tt..i can just 4get bt it..somemore he is SMART and HARDWORKING..the 1st is wat i lack..

k enuff of all this..yesh 2dae i went to watch wang de nan ren (king and clown)...hmms at 1st i like the show alot lehh cos i was thinking how a fren can protect another to tt extent..and its quite touching at the end tt made me n huiyi cry like mad..just cant stop tearing larhh..bah..luckily she offered me tissue..if not my whole face will be wet larhh..lol..then after the show they tell me they are gays...ehh like totally spoil sport larhh..cos i was appreciating the show in another way marh..haha..k larh nice show..

lala now 140 le...shld go and sleep liao...

dReaM |aHead| @ 12:22 AM