Thursday, December 22, 2005
sigh..i have lots and lots of regrets now...yesh...if only i can turn back time..i shldnt haf acted so impulsivelywahh almost had to leave for taiwan in a few days time..cos the tickets came in a package..like 4 tix together..the tix came under my name..so if i dun check in my family cant check in too...blehs..in the end i smsed everyone to tell them i cant make it for this and for tt..hmm...ehh yahting i noe u may be disgusted at my unwillingness to fly to taiwan..but yarhh i have too many things on..meeting my coach is quite an impt event for me..cos she helped to strengthen me during my netball days...hmm..yupp..haha..when my sis tell me i dun haf to go anymore... i was so relieved..everyone has the impression tt i am reluctant to go taiwan becos of my homework..well i must admit it IS a burden in my mind..but yarh tt's really not the major worry tt i have..hmm..if only i didnt have so many appointments nxt week..yarh i wil choose to spend more time with my family overseas..oh anyway my family is changing from SIA to china airlines...haix...guilty stricken=/
uncode
不想长大
ella： 为什么就是找不到不谢的玫瑰花 为什么遇见的王子都不够王子啊 我并不期盼他会有玻璃鞋和白马 我惊讶的是情话竟然会变成谎话
selina： 为什么幸福的青鸟要飞的那麼高 为什么苹果和拥抱都可能是毒葯 我从没想过有了他还孤单的可怕 我突然想起从前陪我那个洋娃娃
合：我不想我不想不想长大 hebe：长大后世界就没有花
合：我不想我不想不想长大 selina：我寧愿永远都这麼傻
合：我不想我不想不想长大
ella：长大后我就会失去他
合：我深爱的他 深爱我的他 已经变的不像他(我深爱的他 深爱我的他 怎麼会 爱上别的他)
hebe：为什么水晶球裡面看不出他在变為什麼结局没欢笑而是泪流满面 我愿意在他回来前继续安静沉睡但他已去到别座城堡吻另一双嘴
selina：为什么对流星许愿却从来没实现
hebe：为什么英勇的骑士会比龙还危险
ella：我当然知道这世界不会完美无暇
合：我只求爱情能够不要那麼样复杂
selina：让我们回去从前好不好
hebe：天真愚蠢快乐美好
..sighs..i am so confused by my own actions now...it's suppose to be a simple matter..and i just blew it up like tt...oh man..those letters..those msges...those words..those actions..and the avoidance..ok..maybe it's too obvious...yesh...im determined not to initiate anymore..and not to keep in contact for a long time..im sure i can do it=/
i just happened to like the wrong person.
