chuck em on

Monday, September 19, 2005

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hmm cried alot today.

was expecting to do betta this time.but ended up doing worse. God loves to play tricks on me.

i don't feel like thinking bt it anymore. but whenever i hear tt stupid word "physics" i am reminded of tt painful sparstic spa.

i hated physics all along. but hc made me like phy for the past few mths.now i am starting to hate it again.

geesh i am trying to stand back up..hmm how to?.. when i lack the motivation to do so. i know this only contributes to a small percentage.but you must agree tt it's enough to jump one grade right...it's easy to comfort others but when these words were thrown back at me, i can finally understand how these words can mean nth at all..

pardon me for not thinking coherently now..but yah...

hmmx think i cried until very ugly today..after the whole thing i was like stumped.at 1st didnt want to cry...then i saw all the relieved faces ard me..n started crying..haix..i didnt feel sad...more like worried..yah thanx huili and clement for being there when i broke down in the lab..luckily they were ard..

ehhhh duno wat i writing now larh..doesnt make sense to me at all..yah but must thank yahting kailing and huiyi too...frenx i can always lean on..thanxs for all the concern pple..like yat fel awyong....

i will be ok.

dReaM |aHead| @ 8:11 PM